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I kinda just trashed my room.

Its a million times too loud for me. I dont have energy. It wud take me straight 2 hell and id b worse. This illness is wot thw provlem is. It can be life threateninf ao i cant/shudnt just do stuff beyond wot body is able to do with our getting more bad

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I kinda just trashed my room.

Last full bed bath april last yr.

But i have sensory provlems and struggle processinf movinf touch on my body. So getting washes qud have to be broke up into pieces each day until i can tolerate it.

I get paralysed when too exhausted. And last time i was in bath i was lucky i had head on bath cushion cos mam were not in bathroom with me and i got paralysed n couldnt ahout out to her

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I kinda just trashed my room.

I havent been able to have a bath since 2017. Too unwell. Not enougb care time wither cos its not important how i feel

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I kinda just trashed my room.

I used to think about going in the bath and tryinf tk enjoy it ans then when it got too much.. if i got unbearable i cus have just put a bag ova my head but then atleadt i cud die feeling sum thing pleasant.

I cant go in shower cos stuggles n this stupid illnes

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I kinda just trashed my room.

And mam interrupts me and doesnt just listen
She listens with her mouth. I cant process whats she saying and try tell her in my words what my understanding is so she can tell me if im right or wrong. Buut thats too much for her and talks ova the top. And then says its cos shes tired.

But its always cos shes tired. Or we got kicked off camp site when a kid cos mam was drunk but that was dads fault too. Its never mam its not her fault.

I cant go in shower x

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I kinda just trashed my room.

So many complaints to do. Which do i do first????

If i do then theres gona be repercussions right????

I mean i can buy the lyme disease test and then have nurses refuse again and then the surgery can join in and eefuse because they hate me and im only an attention seeker

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I kinda just trashed my room.

But cant change it cos sauna blanket is on itm but cant tidy sauna blanket away cos need to get cupboard sorted but cant sort cupboard until got shelves in. But have to wait until afyer xmas for dad to bdo itm


Or have to get permission from council that carervwas aupposed to do and likely has not and ill have to ask another carer t do it cos she cant finish a job.

But really? ??? Permssion to put a hole in the wall??? Polyfiller. Seriously???? As if they wud know.

Bro in law says he can help. I dunno when

Room is a mess. No room to evem try have anything xmas looking cos toom took up with files and printer and everything for the millions of letters we do every day of my life to get the ****holes to listen.

Got mulitple people that can help
Brain doesnt know how to arrange anything

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I kinda just trashed my room.

I had period blood on my bed for 2 months now i think

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I kinda just trashed my room.

Or does it have to be prescription.

What about zopiclone?

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I kinda just trashed my room.

Do they stock diazapam on the shelves over there in america?

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