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I kinda just trashed my room.

Oopsie daisy!!! sick of my life!!!

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Electric
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Oh.
It's okay - I do it all the time. The only trouble I have is comming up with the money to pay someone to clean it up - lol!

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Im gonna have 2 buy new files

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N loads more t tidy up n will hav 2 do b4 carers get here 2moro or ill have that in my data.

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Jetmoo wrote:
Im gonna have 2 buy new files

Well....
Looks like you'll have to clean your own room now.

So what happened, hun?
Just fed up?

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Im really tired. Tired of torrd iiref tired tired tired

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Catch a long nap, love. Tidy up before company arrives then rest a bit more.
Keep your thoughts in a happy place as much as possible.

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Mess too much mess. Feels hard 2 adk 4 hrlp 2 tidy up cod dyupi brain cant make decisions n duno how 2 expresx properly wot i want wen i want it so it sits there. Files not standing up straight and falling over every single day. Thats fine. Wanna fall ova let me help u!!! Lets have everything fall over. Lets throw **** at rhe ceiling.

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Stupid people shud have got my antidepressants. None over weekend n hav 2 wait until Wednesday. N mam didnt give me my sleep tablet lats night so awake like 40 hrs. Vision blurry so tired everythings **** xmas is coming and i hate it!!!!! Everyone merry xmas everyone!!!! Have a wonderful time!!! Whilst dr is living it up with aife and kids. Merry xmas dr have a lovely ******* xmas!!!!! Oh dont help jessica all at once. Shes just bad behaved cos she wants to have her ****ing privates wahes more than twice a yr mean **** what a spoilt ****

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I cant b bothered 4 the pending messages. Everythinf can have stars

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*******?*********************** lalalalalalallalalalalala lota of stars. Have a wonder wonderful time at xmas. Dance around xmas treeeeeee. Snuggle with fam watching xmas films with aum cocoa. No not u. Ur spoilt thinking u shud be able to get washed once a year. Everyone ignore jessica! Shes a trouble maker.

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Everyone have a nice time. Presents and smiles and happiness. Doesnt matter about me. Worthless piece of **** pathetic cos im disabled. We dont deserve 2 b treated with dignity. How dare i ne disabled lets punish me and see how much i can take before i crack. Then we can lock me up and u wont bother any of u no more and we can all have a nice time with our families whilst u rot in hell

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Do they stock diazapam on the shelves over there in america?

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Or does it have to be prescription.

What about zopiclone?

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I had period blood on my bed for 2 months now i think

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Sorry Jetmoo.
Don't think I can answer those questions but as for the blood on your bed, I suggest using hydrogen peroxide to clean it with.

In the mean time it does no good getting worked up. The others will get their own one day, believe me.

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But cant change it cos sauna blanket is on itm but cant tidy sauna blanket away cos need to get cupboard sorted but cant sort cupboard until got shelves in. But have to wait until afyer xmas for dad to bdo itm


Or have to get permission from council that carervwas aupposed to do and likely has not and ill have to ask another carer t do it cos she cant finish a job.

But really? ??? Permssion to put a hole in the wall??? Polyfiller. Seriously???? As if they wud know.

Bro in law says he can help. I dunno when

Room is a mess. No room to evem try have anything xmas looking cos toom took up with files and printer and everything for the millions of letters we do every day of my life to get the ****holes to listen.

Got mulitple people that can help
Brain doesnt know how to arrange anything

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So many complaints to do. Which do i do first????

If i do then theres gona be repercussions right????

I mean i can buy the lyme disease test and then have nurses refuse again and then the surgery can join in and eefuse because they hate me and im only an attention seeker

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Go relax in the shower, Jet.
Do you have any clean clothes?

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And mam interrupts me and doesnt just listen
She listens with her mouth. I cant process whats she saying and try tell her in my words what my understanding is so she can tell me if im right or wrong. Buut thats too much for her and talks ova the top. And then says its cos shes tired.

But its always cos shes tired. Or we got kicked off camp site when a kid cos mam was drunk but that was dads fault too. Its never mam its not her fault.

I cant go in shower x

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You can't go into the shower? Why not?

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I used to think about going in the bath and tryinf tk enjoy it ans then when it got too much.. if i got unbearable i cus have just put a bag ova my head but then atleadt i cud die feeling sum thing pleasant.

I cant go in shower cos stuggles n this stupid illnes

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I havent been able to have a bath since 2017. Too unwell. Not enougb care time wither cos its not important how i feel

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Not bath - shower. Surley you can turn a dial or two. You know how to adjust the water temperature.
Imagine how good that'd feel.

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Last full bed bath april last yr.

But i have sensory provlems and struggle processinf movinf touch on my body. So getting washes qud have to be broke up into pieces each day until i can tolerate it.

I get paralysed when too exhausted. And last time i was in bath i was lucky i had head on bath cushion cos mam were not in bathroom with me and i got paralysed n couldnt ahout out to her

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Its a million times too loud for me. I dont have energy. It wud take me straight 2 hell and id b worse. This illness is wot thw provlem is. It can be life threateninf ao i cant/shudnt just do stuff beyond wot body is able to do with our getting more bad

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Nothijg is ever simple with this illness. Its like a dungeon. Its a prison

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I think i need to talk with dr myhill i cant manage like this.

Ahe just done support letter. I shud really wait n let it aink in first.

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Shes the good one. Who gives a **. £55 for 15 mins of time

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Sorry @BA1 n thanks for listening 2 my ranting. I think i will try sleep

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I used 2 hav my rabbit. I love my maisy but the dr holds ne bk frm getting her bk. She will b dead b4 o get help i need 2 care for her. My friend will probably try ans rehome her.she mentioned 2 me a while ago n asked how long it wud b ubtil i took her bk

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I best try to tidy up. I have already had two people leave my care who cud not manage.

Carer 2morro lost her dad not long ago and now her neice has lymphoma. Her sis is in america. Her bro is a *. Her mam was her best friend and she died 2 yrs ago. She really doesnt need more ans i cant risk puttinf more pressure on her ans losinf her aswell

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1. Try not to make a bad situation worse.
2. Do the best you can in any situation.
3. And let other people do what they must.

And eveything will be fine.
Just don't panic....or try not to.

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I'm sorry you're going through this Jet

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Thank u. Huggles

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Just hav 2 try not to hav another nervous breakdown lol

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Procesing ans sensory issues distress me

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It's good to release some tension. I hope you did not hurt yourself

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Thanks. Well it was and was not good for my health to let of steam

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Sometimes we do things that we don't understand to a certain degree
There is always a reason for everything. I feel what you did was another way of releasing tension as it is not good to keep it inside. I am not saying it was the best way but at that moment in time, it was needed

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It was the only way to cope. Only one day a neighbour will end up calling the police on me being so loud they will end up calling the council and complaining about noise.

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Thank you for understanding anon

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When that day comes then you will deal with it then but for now. I think they would only contact the council if there was a regular pattern but maybe your neighbours are understanding. All the best in your future and you're more than welcome

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I think must ppl wud think i were an ****hole but.. i dunno.. brain died. No idea how to finish that sentence lol

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No problem
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