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Feeling like I need large amounts of morphine right now...

Cregyn wrote:

pinocchiothepuppet2 wrote:
Seems as if a collective effort to sabotage such efforts.

What do you mean by this?

It means I can't trust anyone. No matter what I do, there's always some c*nt blocking me.

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Feeling like I need large amounts of morphine right now...

BigWilly! wrote:
I'm out in the mountains just outside of Osoyoos, in my RV with my 2 Mexican street rescue pups (Tato & Miel), living on less than 1/2 of the poverty line on PWD (disability).. & reasonably happy, even tho my dad just died. IMHO opinion, opiates are NOT a good way to deal with problems unless it's for severe pain & even THAT should be temporary or as a last resort. Living the life of a rubbertramp for the last 36 yrs I've met many who have gone the route of hard drugs & it's pretty ugly.

I had to Google Osoyoos because I'm stupid I guess, and I didn't know wth a rubber tramp is either. I do now though thanks to you and Google!

How is that by the way? I've wondered before what it'd be like to be able to just put your house in drive and drive away whenever you feel like it. It has to feel a little more free?

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Feeling like I need large amounts of morphine right now...

Lano wrote:
I don't think taking a very strong and addictive drug will help. Probably would just make things worse.

I know why things are good for me. As i have gotten older my autonomy has increased. I like being able to do what I want and i have hobbies that make me happy. If not for those i would probably feel a lot more empty.

I dunno think about it, if you take enough of it there would be no need for any help anymore at all lol..

So how did you get there?
I have a hobby or two too at least, though success nor contentment with life is a prerequisite to enjoy them. In other words they're not casual trips cross country on the private jet to sample coffee at the most famous coffee shop in the nation for the heck of it, no - much closer to the opposite extreme from that in fact. But how did you reach a point where you felt you could do a lot more of what you wanted?

Sadly I've gotten older too. Perhaps even more sadly, I've noticed increased resistance to any goals I may have ever had, rather than any increase in autonomy. At this point I have actually less than what I started with both materialistically and well, anything else too. Seems as if a collective effort to sabotage such efforts. So much so, that if I were the conspiracy theory type, I'd really wonder by this point who is screwing with me.

So I wonder what's so different about you than me?

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