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well, just spent 3 days in the psychiatric institute of washington for trying to commit suicide again.

Evansent wrote:
Sorry must have pressed anon by mistake.

its all good

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well, just spent 3 days in the psychiatric institute of washington for trying to commit suicide again.

im ok now

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well, just spent 3 days in the psychiatric institute of washington for trying to commit suicide again.

Evansent wrote:
Iโ€™ll be honest with you, Jeb when I first read this post I did not think you were being serious.

It is ok you know to not be ok. I too have experienced what you have on several occasions, I know how dark that tunnel gets and also how consumed you are with your thoughts.
I am sorry to hear about this really I am. I wish I could do more to help you, tell you everything will be ok but it rarely works like that does it...
Do you get help from your family?

i can show you my release papers, lol

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well, just spent 3 days in the psychiatric institute of washington for trying to commit suicide again.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PP5XRxFgRlY

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Ya know what?

what happens if you get out, then are reborn into a worse one, im not gonna judge you, because more than once, i have wanted the same thing. maybe its time to reassess everything...

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well, just spent 3 days in the psychiatric institute of washington for trying to commit suicide again.

i just spent the last couple hours thinking about wtf is wrong with me, and the only answer i could come up with is, absolutely nothing. im not my actions to do myself harm. you can put 2 computers side by side and fill one with the most disgusting and loathsome things imaginable and then fill the other one with the most beautiful and wonderful and mind boggling awesome things imaginable, and someone might say, man that one computer needs to be destroyed, but save the other one, but the fact of the matter is; they're both the same, beautiful creations and destroying the one will not destroy the things on it. its the same with people.

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well, just spent 3 days in the psychiatric institute of washington for trying to commit suicide again.

smiley wrote:
No more trying please. We will miss you. I'm glad you're out - I've never been in one of those places, but I've visited a family member in one, they look pretty miserable.

i been in a few dozen, lol the food sucks, beds are crappy, sometimes you meet crazier people than you are. but sometimes, you can get a little perspective.

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well, just spent 3 days in the psychiatric institute of washington for trying to commit suicide again.

no helpbot, already tried that for the freaking umteeth time and failed again.
hopefully no more trying...

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my real name is jimmy carroll

alot of real people only call me jeb

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my real name is jimmy carroll

smiley wrote:
Hi Jimmy.

I'm not that attached to my name. People call me whatever they want to call me, and I'm ok with that. Anyway, it's usually Natalie or Mariam or Smiley. To be honest, nobody really calls me anything, nobody talks to me in real life, except my kids call me mom.

hi

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