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I'm having trouble preventing myself any longer from fucking murdering one of you fucking people.

Jebus-Zeus wrote:
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my real name is jimmy carroll

mook

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I'm having trouble preventing myself any longer from fucking murdering one of you fucking people.

lol

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I'm having trouble preventing myself any longer from fucking murdering one of you fucking people.

hi, i'm new here

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First grey hair age 26

Jebus-Zeus wrote:
are you getting enough of the D lizzie?

lol no

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I passed the exams I'm going back to Uni!

thank you thank you!! :D

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First grey hair age 26

How I thought I would feel: Oooooo cool look how old and wise I am now

How I actually feel: Ooooooo.. ****shit. I'm getting older and I have zero ****shit sorted. likely to be single soon and I have no money yet grey hair

lol

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i told my partner of five years that we needed to talk

So he doesn't want our relationship to end and he is saying he is working on it. And I know I don't want our relationship to end either.. He is too scared to commit.
I cannot just leave I do not earn enough money. I have played with the ides of leaving my low paid work and earning better money again.. but that would mean leaving the university place i have worked so hard to get funded for september..

It's been 5 years I don't think I can just walk away. Even if I did earn more... I've arranged a trampoline park trip and lunch on Wednesday. I feel like i'd do anything to feel that perfect loved up excitement again so I'm looking forward to wednesday.

I can see how i'm flipping one side to the other with every post, every hour..

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i told my partner of five years that we needed to talk

Sherlock wrote:
If I could, I would organize a snatch operation to get you out of there!

He took me to a tv show recording we where audience it was really cool and for a show with a comedian i love! then we went to my fav local fancy pub and we had a lovely meal and chatted and drank it was so perfect... then the next day i just felt so shitty feeling like it is so perfect for me but if he doesnt want to commit i can only assume it isnt how he feels at the time? :(

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i told my partner of five years that we needed to talk

Today's thoughts, he is away working so I'm in the flat alone. Everything reminds me of him and then on turn reminds me that he never loved me how I loved him. So all the memories I have seem now tainted.
(He owns the flat outright no mortgage to pay - I'm technically his lodger) I told him no longer going to pay him rent but yesterday he asks if I'll pay bills. Part of me thinks maybe I'm being mean? But I've been paying him out of my savings along with paying him 50% of my earnings now so that he doesn't have to have a job and he can focus on his dream of being an actor... Now I'm starting this new low paid teaching stuff and he has no real interest in financially helping me

How long do I have to give him to decide?

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