ShoutTrail: ๐•อคอญอฅฬ‡๐•–๐•ฅ๐•šใ€‚(Yeti.) and Nevermind

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Your my 2nd best friend

Thank you


I was always here. Though I didn't make a sound.


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Boo. I know we email now but I thought itd be funny to troll you.
Make you log in and see I messaged you cause you havent in 3 and a half weeks


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Yeti look at big al 1 profile. He did something to the drawing


I did; haven't you received it?


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Can you send me an email. I wanna say soemthing in private

Akornz51@gmail.com



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My cat eleanor makes me happy


Okay. That's good, I think.

Will you let me know if you happen to feel more "resigned to the winds" again? I believe you are courageous, but I'm loath to you being left alone with that savage scoundrel. I want to be as confident as possible nothing bad's gonna happen to you.


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My feeling has changed
I feel stronger
More agressive


I mean, has anything changed with the circumstance, or just your feeling?



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Not anymore



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Yes


Do you intend to lock yourself inside?


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I dont know


And we know well your mother's reputation for veracity [unwillingness to tell lies]...

Can your room's lock be picked in any way, without breaking down the door?


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I only know what I was told. Some kinda ***sex crime.
Mom told me the lady lied


Do you know what he was convicted for?


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Yeah



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Doug the man lives at my house
Hes my mom anod stepdad roommate
Mom a s George are gonna be out of town


I meant, to the fri / sat event.


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Cause will sets up transportation even if I tell him not too andthe people literally come to the house and gets angry if you dont come out of the house


Alright.

So, why are you going?


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I went to my appointment

I asked will about having less appointments but he said not yet

I feel guilty not going when he schedules someone to pick me up.


Why are you going there? Is it only because he asked?

By the way, has will mentioned your absence from recent appointments in any way?


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I think. Like after the fact

Like after a bad thing happens



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No I wont call unless I'm in trouble.

Friday/Saturday


Okay. And you'll call him the moment this guy brings up alcohol, narcotics or anything else, and you're uncomfortable with it?

When's this thing supposed to happen?

Forsooth, I think you should arrange to call in regular intervals to make sure you're alright, but that's up to you.
I don't much approve of this setting but if you believe you can handle it then I'll defer to your judgement.


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Yes


But you did explain the situation briefly?


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I tried. He doubled booked ako he didnt have much time


Have you informed him of this specific encounter?


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If a bad thing happens I will ask will for help
He told me hed help me


Ash,
Can you promise me that if this plan of avoidance doesn't work out, you will fight him off regardless of what trouble may ensue?


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I'm afraid of the trouble it will cause to speak up
To avoid it in trying to go to my sisters house for the weekend


Is it that felon scrounger in your household?

Has he assaulted you before?

If you tell people about this, they will help. Are you afraid to speak up due to how it may affect your pets?


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He says I have 2 choices
I can drink and get drunk
Or i can drink and do drugs
He says the drugs will help
Hes not sure alcohol will be enough for me to willingly do it

His choices are that

He also wants me to stay the night
I definetly dont want too

When people do things to me maybe your not supposed to do
I shut down and do nothing
But I fight lately
But sometimes
Ite like I cant fight
I shut down
It's like I go away and I'm not in my body

That's how i feel right now
But big pain makes me come back.
But when the pain gets too much
Its like I go away again


Okay, I think I have a direction now.
If you don't wish to read or respond to anything in the paragraphs below, that's fine; I'm not quite sure how to express my thoughts on the matter without seeming defensive.

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Is he threatening you, ash?

I don't believe that it's the only way, though it's presented as such by immoral individuals (sorry if you feel that's too generalised).
Drugs are unlikely to alter perception to that extent. More likely, just make you feel worse later for being deprived of a choice.
You shouldn't be forced to go through something like that. If you don't want to do that, ever, that's perfectly fine. Perhaps you've heard of the ace community? I know you're uncomfortable talking about it, but I'd just like to point out it's not so contemned these days.


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Maybe I'm distressed cause if what he wants from me

He wants me to do drugs so he can have ***sex with me.


Its something I dont tak aboug
But I dont have ***sex I cant have ***sex
But in America it's like a requirement

Zo I'm thinking
Maybe if I'm doing drugs
I can send my mind away so I'll be okay if it happens


As always, I wish to understand your pain if possible, and see whether I can assist in any way.
I don't see how conversing with this individual brought you to a state of distress; seems there's a story to that, but I have only the beginning, the end and roughly a sentence in between.


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What do you want to know?


You've mentioned that. It's the other details that elude my comprehension.


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He was trying to convince me


How come? Were you trying to convince him, or something?


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I tried to make it sound like his idea to not



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