Hi my name is Ash! I've been here since the OG help and. Well im not people's favorite 🙃
Chilled out lately but I still find myself in trouble sigh
Where did you grow up?
Illinios & Wisconsin USA
Where do you live now?
What is the highest level of education you have attained?
What subjects did/do you enjoy most at school?
English, Art, Gym
What's your favorite sport or sports?
I dont watch sports but I do like to play a range. Most require more than one person tho so I don't get too.
What hobbies are you into?
Nothing that would intrest people
What causes are you concerned about today?
I dunno, all of them.
If you claim a political party affiliation, which is it?
Those are fighting words
Which religion (if any) do you follow?
Apostolic Pentecostal (Christian)
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For once I did as I was told.
Last night at midnight
I ran off.
I didnt know how else to help myself so I'm writing here.written () ago
Admittedly, I take what people say VERY harshly. If your just gonna roast or scold me you will damage me.
I got a job.
I'm not sure I'm ready for this.
Update:written () ago
Maybe what you wanna be talking about is what happened regarding religion to hurt/upset you rather then talking about how people shouldnt believe in religion and how it shouldnt exist or be tolerated on this site.
Getting help for your trauma regarding your experience= helpful, what site is for
Telling people they shouldn't have religion ot the ability to get help or discuss it when they are seeking personal guidance or help= not helpful, Not what the site is for
Mine is Ashley. But friends call me Ash- written - voted for by Jebus-Zeus
Then I'm going back to bed- written - voted for by Jebus-Zeus
I like the snow but. I havent winter clothes so when I go outside to feed the chickens I walk through snow up to my knees while I wear a dress, crocs, and no coat.
I also don't drive so that makes snow more enjoyable- written
He said its a weird situation but typically with these kinda scams id give him the money so. Hes calling someone who he says has more experience so I feel less dumb at least and less on edge about the cops
So far all 3 I spoke with have been nice
Update i called the cops after I got scared of his recent text. Lady seems nice but.. Definitely feeling thr full body shakes and I can't control it- written
Sounds like either a panic attack or malnourishment. Get some food, get some sugar, calm down however you've found best to do so. Then time to make some phone calls. 🙂
Also. Im still fighting with myself about it but im more open to the idea of speaking to the police but its gonna take alot of bravery. Im afraid my theyll section me which would definitely blow my cover of keeping it a secret because I can't always hide who I am when im highly stressed.
But I am doing whatever I can to try to make it as stress-free as possible OMG RIGHT WHEN IM FEELING CALM HE CALLS. Jesus. Yeah see that him calling. Makes me loose my chill I worked hours to lessen my anxiety but. Hes not gona stop and I just want someone who knows what to do to help
Either to tell me ignore him or well take it from here. Idk. Hes not gonna stop. My fight or flight instincts just make me want to die.
I just can't handle it.
I know I seem dismissive of help sometimes but. Its because I have all this fear. I do want help but I dont want forced help. I'm like a horse. A horse is stronger than you. If it's bucking your not gonna win. If it's nervous or upset its best to let it chill and calm down and coax it. So yeah I sometimes shut an idea down verbally but I do think about it debating it for hours or days trying to decide
Possibly money mule scam. Definitely very bad man.
https :// www . consumer . ftc . gov/features/pass-it-on/money-mule-scams
Please fill this online form. No need to leave the house. Police have little to gain from arresting victims.
https :// reportfraud . ftc . gov/#/assistant
(Job, money making -> investment should be adequate)
Hey I just wanted to let you know. I did end up doing that. It seemed non threatening which is ideal for someone who finds everything threatening ♡- written
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