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I wish i could have someone to snuggle up to.

I dont mean in an intimate kinda way but just for comfort. Soneone to hug into when anxiety. Them lay beside me cos sitting up can be hard and im always in bed. Lie down cuddles are the best.

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I wish i could have someone to snuggle up to. I dont mean in an intimate kinda way but just for comfort. Soneone to hug into when anxiety. Them lay beside me cos sitting up can be hard and im always in bed. Lie down cuddles are the best.

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Me too.
For now it will have to be my kitty.
I admit I dont really try anymore.

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I have my dog, Coco, and she has sufficed for the last 16yrs.

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My life is ****

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I wish i had my maisy. My dad and grandparents and maisy will be dead by the time i ever get better if i ever get better at this rate.

I was in isolation for about 1 and half yrs. During that time, two counsins had a baby, a girl i know got pregnant, one got married. My auntie and uncle married. My friend killed herself.

Then i manage to come online again. My link to the outside world. Two more people are getting married which i probs wont be able to attend. One of them im not sure id get an invite anyway. The only friend who used to visit me got leaukemia and died.

Another 2 friends are fighting for their life. One of them could die soon.... seeing my inspiration go down hill because of the same stuff that im going through is awful.

My oesteo who treats my M.E husband fell 96yrs old. I not seen her since.

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Thats not fair jetmoo.
I also look at how my cousins got married and have kids and grand kids.
Ive been alone also.
Take care

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The more i write the less anyone will want to read it.

I wanted to get better so i could help people. Ive learnt so much these last 2 yrs. So many are suffering with health and i want to help people.

I have a feeling that my nephew will end up with this. After a strep infection that almost killed him after he got glandua fever. Most people who have M.E have GF. And if that little boy ends up having the HPV vaccine hes gonna be even more at risk.

I wish people knew what i knew. But they dont listen. People dont want to know. They just want to blindly follow. And i get eaten up by people for sharing the truth.

I was excited to tell people but they not interested anyway. I finally had the cognition enough to learn. And i could help myself but too unsupported...

I cant see the kids being interesed in me later in life when i might actually exist in theirs. Kids grow up too fast. I mean kids think theyre adults wearing make up at 9yr old. Pouting ffs. Its all so wrong. Teach kids to love themselves as they are.

If those bairns get bad from that f***ing vaccine im gonna be upset. I know they arent my kids but its sh*t i have to watch people struggle and suffer cos of ignorance.

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I dont think i finished my point on that first bit. I forgot. No its nice that others get to have their lives. But it hurts to be missing out. Time goes on without me whether im there or not. I could fade and not many would even notice.

Its this illness which i hate. People are entitled to live

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@Gone im not sure if ur misunderstanding me or not. N i dont really know how to express it properly

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Sorry.

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I feel bad for my oesteo. I feel bad for my friends. Everything just feels bad.

I want to be there to see people getting married and to be there while tummys growing and seeing kids growing up.

I wish my two friends were atill alive. And lots of my friends have disappeared offline who i used to talk to

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My carers dad died n i feel bad for her. N just too many poorly people. N too much bad stuff happening in the world. But people shut their eyes and don't want to see it

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I sometimes dont even know why to try n get better. Future just looks bad. Will likely have carers taken away b4 im ready n b left to relapse again.

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@Gone its ok

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But I am an empath and feel your hurt.
Love you

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Aww love u too :) me too. Empath

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The one who was my best friend for 13 years was horrible when i got ill cos she didnt understand. She told me to wake the f up. And that i was a hypochondriac.

We didnt talk for a long time.
When i came bk online after so long she wanted to say sorry. And felt bad that maybe id relapsed because of her. And we talk now. Abit.

And now shes moving at the other end of the country. Uhhh everyone moves away.

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