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i need permission

do i need to wonder why
when you tell me how
turn the copper to
spiral wise

all that gold
so yellow
what is this
desire?

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i need permission

dont let me out dont back me out

https://youtu.be/FRKVQcbIByo

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VEET HAIR REMOVAL CREAM FOR MEN.

yea but it was kinda sensitive around the ******nipple

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not my best draft but da heck

excellent response big al * nods *

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Nobody else is going to start a post, looks like I'll have to talk to myself.

been to AA.. by court order bout 15 yrs ago.. mandatory 10 sessions.. by the 5th meeting i began to open up and shared a open letter among the group explaining where i was coming from.. with that presented i was really seeking some sort of interest in recovery..they all cheered me on and came to me asking if they could keep/ make copies of that letter.. i never felt so wanted.

but tell ya what.. after the meeting they were all outside cliquey and laughing ignoring me when i tried to talk to them.. .they kinda shunned on me about making this effort..and told me each to their own how i can do anything i want when i was pitching what do i do with myself... :X i did not.. know how to react to that.. it was pretty shady.. n ******fucked up for me.

after the rest of the required attendence.. i made several attempts to socially relate .. but with my anxiety and crippling efforts i came off like a stumbling weirdo..

guess i was a lost soul.. i would say i went to the wrong AA or something.. im a hearing impaired man here .. (incase yall forgot again). everyone feels like life is a one way streak..with hit n misses.. i seem to interrupt that irl. its a known fact nobody likes to repeat themselves when i didnt catch what they said. well then .. hell with you.

i like the online world .. cuz i dont miss out anything.

god.. as a former athiest...oh i believe in such thing. does he talk to me.. no.. does he show me stuff.. sorta... does he deliver sure.. in a helluva vauge way.. science calls it human instinct - or what i call guts if you agree.. god is not the problem.. people are. .. and this place so far.. allows us to be our true selves imo. ( i hope )

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Sometimes keeping control is hard.

gonna be frankly short.. at some point trying to keep it under control for so long will reach its breaking point.. been there.. done that.

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I'm not sure how many of you out there make your own wine or beer, so I am going to just put this out there.

i've done my share of brewiing ๐Ÿ˜„

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NFL Superbowl Poll II

i feel like this superbowls gonna be bleh

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so ..

actually i kept him one more day.. at my request to the owner lol :P

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so ..

last day with the dog..
its just a dog
our last day here
why should i even care
all he wants is to play
loves me more than i ever cared
how horrible could i feel
just when he's about to go away
thats all i wanted to say

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