Lol!
Well....yes, still here - guilty as charged.

I finally had my lower kitchen caninets built along with some other related construction projects.
Even though it includes the kitchen sink, I still have no running water yet.
It's feast or famine around here so I'm forced to piece-meal the remaining projects when I can. The next project is the bathroom.
As my luck would have, I just may die on the commode on the day I get it working - haha!

I'm glad you came by -

What'cha up to? Still on here?

Okay. Sleep well

All right, dear lady....

My head is becoming to feel heavy....it's pillow time again.

I'd like to pow-wow with you in the short future - I'm interested in what you have to say (we'll compare notes at very least)😃

Okay...coming from jillybean 6245 at yahoo

You can feel free to E-mail me any time - my primary E-Mail is

allan_wilcox(at)hotmail(dot)com

Grew up Baptist. Tried to stick with Baptist for all of my adult life...sorta. Now, I don't think the denomination means all that much anymore

Will explain the edit later or on another site/forum/more private spot, if you got notification of that....

I have a strong Baptist and Penticostal background.

Just out of curiosity, what denomination of Christianity do you lean toward?

Exactly. We'll be safe. (ish)

(How safe can you really be in a world of turmoil?)

But we will not be heaven bound, nor will we meet in the sky...

There's also a second resurrection that I never really knew about. And it answered so many questions!

Ahh- better!

Looky there! Lol!

I had fun as usual, but the wind has left my avatar making sails....

The days are drawing near. I do believe in the rapture but I don't think it means we're going to be out of harms way.
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Your old clothes are more suiting to you....lol

Yay! :)Thank you

Yep...working on copying the link to my old computer....

I can understand.

I find it when and where I can. There is so much going on.

So.....would you care to copy this Avatar? If not, it's okay(but I really need to get back into my old clothes- hahaha!

I don't sleep much anymore.

Hey! Glad you stopped in (boy are you up late!)

I've been backslidden for a few years. Before that, I was very firm in the church; fellowship; prayer. Just not a lot of Bible study....though I knew key verses and stories, of course.

Now, I'm realizing even the churches were full of deception :( Noooo...he's not going to regret the decision. I even told the two of them that they had to grow up a lot before even CONSIDERING a relationship and that they were toxic for each other.

The girl had so many problems...she came from a rough life. she caused lots of issues. I would not have wanted my son to be with her; but if he chose her, I would do the best I could for both of them. He didn't chose her though.

I think the biggest thing is that satan is more obvious. Stuff used to be in dark rooms and hidden....now it's flaunted
It's a new revelation for me, along with the rapture narrative we've been fed and the creation of man....and the technology in times past. It's just so...hard to wrap my mind around it all. Sorry if I seem like a weirdo now
:) I'm not. Really. I study a lot and I have faith in my own ability to study/research/uncover/reason....a mind that God gave me....and faith in the Lord to reveal...

I've read your reply several times and I truly feel for you both grieved yet.....
.....a little happy to know that you're returning to the faith - hey....I've backslidden more than once in my life and went cold, but I could only go so far until I came back around.
I'm glad you made it.

I'm sorry to hear that your son has made a decision that he is going to regret for the rest of his life when it comes to this young lady you describe. The issue is extra tender especially if you (mother-of-the-son) loves her, yourself.
Ouch...
Thank you for the invite, it's comforting to know I have some fortification other than my own. Who knows, I may get an inkling to travel and visit.

I think what is happening, is that God is opening the eyes of those that believe and follow Him. As you said, we generally knew about the "basics" and Satan running the world, but now.....now it's time for the details.
The devil is in the details (or rabbit trails). And some of those trails are just outright portals to a different realm....

I don't know why the Whisper didn't show (maybe because I changed my Avatar data)?

No matter. I can ask you openly just because I can -

What do you think of people who entertain the idea that the earth may possibly be "flat?"

Hi there, BA1

I will copy that avatar soon. I am not on my own computer right now. I think it's a great avatar; thank you for it :)

I hope you're doing okay. ****Shit's gonna hit the fan, imo. If you need a place to stay when things get awful, you can make your way to Colorado and I'll give you info on where I live. I can also give you my phone number.

I'm sad as crap right now. The girl who we took in has moved out. She just really wanted to date my son; my son wasn't interested...but it was still hard for him to have a pretty girl who lived in the house who was interested in him. And he does care for her, but it's more of a sister thing. But he's only a teen, she's only a teen....and their emotions are hard to deal with. Nothing got crazy or out of control, but they would flirt a little and then she would think he was interested and when he backed off, they would fight. Their fights were getting worse and worse and more and more often. I felt caught in the middle: he is my son. But I couldn't kick her out: she is the exact stereotype of a girl at risk for trafficking and victimization. Besides, I love her.

Anyway, she moved out yesterday and moved back in with her dad....things are awful there :'( She came today to get her "big stuff," and she was drunk. Breaks my heart, especially as we head into this time period

That said, I've been "lukewarm" for along time. Very lukewarm. Over the last year, and then the last six months, and then the last four months....I've been delving in deeper. The deception is UNBELIEVABLE. It's soooooo crazy. My mind is blown and my world is shaken. I have to take breaks, literally, from all I'm learning and all the "rabbit holes" I'm going down. I guess it's good that I had already KNOWN about the "basics...." that satan rules this world; he has worshippers; there are horrid things that go on in his name; ritualistic abuse takes place with HUMANS; and that children are trafficked and victimized like crazy. I used to think i was crazy talking to people about all that stuff....and people thought I was crazy. I wasn't...and there is just SO. MUCH. THAT. WE. HAVE. BEEN. DECEIVED. ABOUT. ugh

Now, here's the crazy thing: how do I get your whisper? Is it audio? I clicked and nothing happened.

Take care.... :)

Hi Pepper, it's me BA1.

This Avatar is for you if you want it, just copy and download it to your desktop. From there you can reupload it to the Help site (or any other site for that matter.
It's not quite the way I had hoped it would be - I think I bit off more than my skill could handle - haha!

I'm doing okay so far- as I hope you and your family are doing okay. Thank you for caring enough to ask.
I think you're right about things becoming much worse. A part of me welcomes it only because of Christs Return.
As Jesus said, "Be of good cheer." Of course, it's easier said than done BUT the one thing that may help is to remember that YOU are among His favored children. I think you can put your faith in that.
It's good to see you here again - always a delight when you drop in.
Others think so too.
Until the next time.
Ciao!😃

So sorry it's taken me so long to come back here. Just the crap going on in the world has me down lately.

I'll check this message tomorrow and you can tell me a good time to come back on.

Are you doing okay? Are you safe from this "last stand" on earth before we rush headlong into the end of days? Things are crazy as crap right now and I think they are going to get worse. I'm waiting for a couple more racial incidents and then it will switch to either sexual preference or muslim/jew/Christian pitted against each other. Or both. Maybe another virus thrown in for good measure. Then some earth quakes and fires. All before lunch tomorrow ;)

I will no longer be crafting animated avatars. You are my final canadate worthy of the vestment.
I've made you a new Avatar.

Let's arrange a time to meet here so you can download it directly - normally, I would drop you a link but the website I host images on went out of service.

Just let me know when and I'll meet you here.

Until.

BA1

Okay, so I did a basic study of Q-Anon and here is my opinion -

Q-Anon started out as a real person who made claims of his status and leaked out information. Wether or not his position is real, his info certainly lit a fire in the realm of conspiracy and conjecture.
"Conspiricy" and "conjecture" are normally not 'nice' words because they imply craziness but I use these words for the better and as tools because it IS based on deductive reasoning and few people actually possess those skills, abilities or inclinations to properly rationalize things.

So, I think Q-Anon took on a life of it's own shortly after (like the movie "V For Vendetta.")

In this case, a collective of people (like you and me) meet at websites and various social media and discuss the deeper issues.
Since there can be no solid ground to conclude upon, the best formulated guesd of a matter is the general conclusion.
It's like making sure that both sides of the coin agree with the edge - the info must harmonize.
What little info that does not harmonize is often not enough to stop further development of possibilities.

From what I can tell, you're certainly well informed and I think it's safe to say that we both share a common wavelength.
I understand your frustration and where/when words seem to fail because of the complexity of this Matrix.
I want to thank you for giving me your time - I feel both honored and blessed.
Further, you have gave me something to think about (not that I'm clueless but I know many of the things you spoke of in a different way. My chore - if it is that - is to understand the things as you have put them).
I'm not without oversight at times and sometimes I lose focus on issues and material (there's so much!)
The four reasons you listed for your beliefs - I could have not said them any better myself - coincidently they are my reasons for faith also (give or take a certain flavor or two).

There's been this "thing" going on for sometime regarding internet rituals - you may have heard about it, it's called "Blood over intent."
Honestly, I think it's a cult practice, so please be diligent when people present this ritual.
The "Q" as I understand (at this point) seems more to be a collective of hidden, or veiled, action going on behind the scenes. Like the undercurrent in a river or the ocean.
I'll look further into the matter about this - thank you for bringing it to my attention.

I'm both delighted and relieved to hear your children do have the faith. Good fruit comes from good trees - amen, dear lady and well done.

Yes, I left Alaska in Oct of 2018 and came to Texas. Gotta tell you....after living nearly a year homeless in my truck, it was no picnic.
But, bought 4 acres in Avinger, designed a small house (24' X 24') and had it built. Would have done it myself but my health is basically shot (respiratory issues).
It's mostly finished but, I don't have running water or plumbing yet - it sucks but I'm not unfimilar with situations like this - pray for miracle on my part please.
I have central heating and AC - electricity, a makeshift kitchen and a bed. At least it's not my truck - lol!
If you'd like my e-mail it's; allan_wilcox(at)hotmail(dot)com

Okay, dear Pepper, I'm going check on some things.
Warm regards.

In the video you shared, the narrator starts off by saying, "Q is not real...."

Q or Qanon is a group of people.....oh, my gosh, it's so complicated.....

This is all conjecture on my part at this point:

Q is a secretive, high ranking official. Who supposedly asked Trump to run for president long before he actually did. And the "top" Q people work directly with the president and Q to "make America great again..." They are supposedly issuing indictments for treason, and various other crimes, against people like Obama and the Clintons.

In addition, they are supposedly saving the "missing children," who are trafficked....hundreds of thousands of them

It gets pretty intense: the trafficking goes all the way through Hollywood; and state and world officials.

If you want to really be depressed and out of sorts, look up Fall Cabal. There are 10 mini podcasts that are about 20 min each. The narrator is Janet Ossebaard. One of them (#5, I believe) is often taken off the web and you have to search for it other ways because it's so graphic...pizzagate realities, among other things. Satan worship is a big deal for these traffickers/elites

Q is the group who supposedly released and/or promoted the Out of Shadows video that you posted.

I guess the biggest reason I started to follow and pay attention to Q is because I used deductive reasoning:
1. I believe the Bible to be true
2. I believe satan to be real
3. I believe that he "set up house" here on earth to torture God's most beloved
4. I believe he has strong, powerful, wealthy followers. The elites and the most powerful 12 families are "decoded" by Q for lack of a better word. And the biggest thing about the evil ones is that they let you know what they are doing in a subconscious way because when you see, know, and accept, they have your "permission" to continue. An example: the Disney movie "Monsters, Inc." The premise is that they collect children's screams to power their world. That movie is a parallel to what the evil ones do in "collecting children's screams...." (allegedly)

So I was hoping that Q and followers would be able to bring down the elite satanists. But the more I learn and follow (a couple of my friends urged me to research Q quite a while ago to see "what I thought"), the more I see holes in the Q theory

One of my tip offs: watching Fall Cabal, at the very end, where Janet mentions that the elite are the 1% of the pyramid, but that they are NOT the MOST powerful....and those "will be revealed at a later date..." To me, she's saying that those are the unholy trinity of antichrist, satan, false prophet....but I'm disappointed that she didn't go into that; which makes me feel like she has "a secret..."

IDK. It's a lot of conjecture. I've known about Q since 2017 and earlier for the "looser" anons. I think it's mostly conspiracy theory or maybe even a game. But it would be awesome if it was real, though I doubt it is. And even if it is....Q talks about the future after all the "bad guys" are taken down as a utopia, but everyone has to sign a GESARA/NESARA contract to reach that utopia. To me, that signature is scary

But then again, saying it's conspiracy theory....just "waves it away" like they said in the Out of Shadows video.

qmap.pub has all the "qdrops" I guess if you do research into it, let me know what you think. I've done research for years, and you have to be careful about getting too involved

All that aside: I'm glad you're a strong Christian. I've known many pastors who were "false," to be honest. They are prolific, just as the Bible predicts

My oldest 3 claim Christianity. My oldest even said that if he dies, he's not worried because he knows where he will go. (when we were freaking out in the early days about Covid)
My daughter says that she doesn't always show it, but that all of her decisions are based on her faith
My 15 year old son says that he believes and I think he does
My 8 year old....just plays in the mud at this point. So I need to teach him

The girl who we took in a little over a year ago does not believe at all. But she sees our family and maybe that will be her testimony

My kids have not gone to church a whole lot; we have not been strong Christians (my husband was raised Buddhist and he has a hard time with Christianity, even though he believes the basic "salvation" premise)

My kids/husb talk to me about a lot of things....lots of "deep" convos in our house. And I suppose I'm able to "break down" deep stuff for them to better understand (??) IDK

I hope that you stay healthy and safe in these days to come. Are you in Texas at the moment?

I'm not exactly familiar with who "Q" is? Maybe I'm missing something...?

And, yes, I do have a relationship with Christ and have read my Bible with habit since my youth - I am not ashamed to ever make it clear.
As Christians go, I believe that we are an on-going work in progress. That we're never really worthy or ready BUT only the intent of our heart is seen by our Lord and judged according to His desire.

Honestly, Pepper....I would question ANY pastor who would suggest to NOT read any of the books in the Bible - just my opinion.
And' I don't mean to over reach my opinion, but I DO hope you only read from standard King James version. There's nothing too complex about it's old style language.

I would like to wish you all my best when it comes to engraving the Lord into your children's hearts - if they don't know the Lord already, I hope they will soon.

Usually, when it comes to things about my flesh-and-blood reputation I would let my friends account on my behalf - but since only I'm here (at the risk of pulling up my bootstraps), I will say I know the Bible and many details both written and not.
If you ever have any questions about a particular matter, please feel free to ask.

I think you are both smart AND spirit filled - as I have read many of your Posts and replies down through the years, God bless you good woman!

Writing verses out on card stock for your children is a noble work, and as you said, Bibles in the near future may be a thing of the past.
Suggestion? Buy some extra Bibles and highlight those verses your writing on card stock. Not only would it be easier but the kids would also have the Bible?
Just a thought.
I'd like to thank you for remembering me and logging in to visit - an honor and pleasure to have had your company dear lady.
Until the next time...

Hey, I hope you're doing okay. I read your post without logging in...and it compelled me to log in

I have followed Q for a long time. And the anons before that. However, I'm not dumb. There were things about Q and Trump (Q's main man...) that really bothered me, both in the perceived rights that we enjoy in the USA and also from a Christian standpoint

So, I keep hoping, on one hand, that Q is right....but deep down knowing that there is no way all of the things Q says CAN be right.

It's time to make sure your soul is right with God, in my humble opinion.

If you need anything, or someone to talk to, let me know. It's going to be good to have friends in various places when the sh!t hits the fan....or we will be gone, anyway.

I'm scouring Revelations. I've read the whole Bible, but I've never read Revelations because pastors always said not to. However, in the second verse, I believe, it says that those who read it are blessed. So reading it will be a blessing. I'm also finding verses that are important and writing them out on card stock with a marker to try to get my kids to have God's word in their hearts. Because Bibles may be a thing of the past....

I'm not sure if you are religious/Christian, but I thought you were....so if this post is over stepping, sorry about that.....

Take care, old friend.

Holy mole'!
First, we would both agree that Washington is the most evil site in this country, we have. Secondly, it's obvious that California is the most evil State in the union.
Being the case, there is little to convince me otherwise, that Colorado is the runner up to California - evil.
Don't fear for your health from this virus. You'll be okay as will your loved ones.
But....you ARE correct. Healthy people aren't "quarantined," sick ones are. This is a human sanctioning and it IS something to dread.
The dragon has wakened from his rest. My prayers are with you.

As quickly as the dust and pollution are settling down should show that "climate change" is a joke -

Just like the greedy, high cost of gasoline. I hope to see it at 50c a gallon!

Damn the Bushes, Clintons & Obamas.

How are you doing in all this?

Also, I've heard from an insider in the gasoline companies that as of April 26, we will see gas go below $10/barrel

After that, we could see it go negative, to a point where we have to PAY to STORE it.

I'm sorry your health is on the decline....that really sucks. I hope that you're able to at least "hold steady" healthwise....

At least our air is "getting cleaner" for the time being....lol ;)

I'm okay. I'm terrified of this virus. I have worse asthma than any other human I've ever met who claims to have asthma. And my son and daughter both have it. My husband is diabetic with high blood pressure and is 63, so it's scary.

But at the same time, I'm in tremendous fear of our rights being stripped away from us right under our noses. People are willingly letting the gov dictate their daily lives. :'( People in Colorado cheer a cop who arrested a father for taking his wife and daughter to a park to play ball :'(

Aww - I've been severely lacking social graces so, I can't blame you for how you feel.
But, you are a part of the group AND a long standing member of the Help family.
Your presence is noted when you're here and missed when you're away.

Got it? Good! Okay, then.

On the general side of things, my health has been in decline over the past four or five years - decades of exposure to particulate matter has a way of catching up.
But, there is nothing currently going on that has caused me any ill-effects.
I don't know - I think it's all a joke (a nightmarish one, but a joke all the same).

And now, the President has called to extend social distancing until the end of April....

We just might see gasoline at $1.15 per gallon before this is over.

How are you doing?
Are you surviving this ride?

How have you been? Staying healthy?

IDK. I just don't feel like I'm part of the group here....

Everyone here seems very close and I'm an "outlier..." :)

It's good to see that you dropped in. Hope to see you more often. You often have a great perspective and saying things.

My heartbeat kinda goes in heart attack mode every time I see someone leaving the site.
Why?

Hey!😃
You're spinning now!
(You're most welcome)

Thank you😊

I think you can right click and "save image" it will (or should) download straight to your desktop. From there you can upload it to the site.

How do I make it a profile pic?

That is so cool😊

Sorry. Couldn't help myself. This should get you spinning if you want it -

http://i64.tinypic.com/11vgvuq.jpg

Thank you so much, Big Al.

God bless you and yours as well. Wishing you peace at this blessed time of year

God Bless and Merry Christmas, Pepper.

Awww :) I love it that the site is up and running. Can't believe how awesome that is. Have been looking all over the net for a site like this for years

For now all is well -
For the fact this site is up and running and....
FOR YOU! 😄

How are things?

Great to see you back!

I think the site is expected to be around for 10 years, at least

Thanks for accepting my friends request!
Hope to be around for a while this time! ;)