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Aria
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"I could honestly say if I ever met "Mera" or "Pae" (who could be the same person) face-to-face, I might possibly see myself in a cell immediately after."

(I wish there was an edit button for shouts too lol)

I mean that I would fear I could become violent. Seriously...my experience with either of them, turned my life and my head upside down. And that's leaving out all of the gory details.

Truly...I feared even coming back here in case either of them found it.

If someone spots "Pae" before I do, could you ask that I be let known? So that I can stay away? I'm afraid of what I might say/lash out with.

And although I am mad at "Pae", the things I'df say/reveal could put danger to someone else...and that "someone else" is innocent. That, and I also am extremely (to a fault) loyal, and no matter how much someone has hurt me, I have the horrid habit of still keeping their secrets.

I don't know why. It's probably my mental health that prevents me from saying something...but sometimes I need a kick in the rear end when I'm furious, else I will break my moral compass.

I don't know what I'm rambling about at the end.

Just...in short, can you please make sure you, or someone else warns me if either "Mera" or "Pae" make their appearance so I can stay the hell away before I risk putting an innocent person in danger with my anger?

Sometimes, I do not know when to shut up, is all. And if some member who could be either/the same person as them posts and someone says something...I could overreact.

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Aria
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I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to go completely rampant on your post.

It's been 10 years of trauma for me, and Mera/Pae are a huge part of why I became unwell/sick.

Again, I apologize. You didn't deserve that tirade. It is a relative discussion, it is just a very sore spot with me, because it makes me afraid. I could honestly say if I ever met "Mera" or "Pae" (who could be the same person) face-to-face, I might possibly see myself in a cell immediately after. They stole so so so much from me.

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