No. I’m Samantha.

I feel horrible. I really like him. I wanted to go but I just didn’t know if he was inviting me or just telling me about the tickets. And I didn’t want to come out and say since our coworkers were right there. If he said no, I would have been so embarrassed. Yeah, I think I do need to speak with him if it’s not too late.

Ok. That makes me feel a little bit better. So why do you think this is good news?

I’m so confused. lol.

Can you explain this a little more?

No. I don’t think he does. We are at work right now and he’s not even trying to speak with me.

Well. A couple of different things. Friday and Saturday were completely different. Friday he was in a horrible mood. I was trying to talk to him and he seemed very distant. And honestly, he seemed rude. I just shut down and became quiet to give him some space. My boss even told him he was being rude. He waited until it was my time to go on a break to take a break. He wasn’t even supposed to have a break because he was there just a few hours. That delayed me from going. I kinda thought he was doing stuff on purpose. So I was just like I’m done. If he wants to talk to me then he can talk to me. Right before he left our boss gave him a task to do. When he was finished he told our boss that they should make me do something. And I said “what did you just say?” And he said it. And right then he was back to his regular self messing with me. Idk if he thought that was what I was wanting or if he started feeling bad for his behavior.

Saturday was completely different. It was just me, him, and one other person for a few hours. At first he seemed like he was going to act like he did the day before. And so I sat somewhere completely different. I don’t know what happened really but I left Saturday feeling so much better about everything. He became very talkative on Saturday. And I brought up the game again. He actually told me that night when he got home he actually looked to see if there were any cheaper seats available. I told him I wanted to go. I think after I told him I still wanted to go to the game, I feel like his behavior changed towards me. Idk. I feel like the rest of the night he seemed very relaxed. I know I did. And I just felt so comfortable with him. He kept talking to me the majority of the night at work. And I thought it was sweet. This person came up to me at work, a customer, and was very rude to me for no reason really. And I thought it was sweet because he came over and started talking with the customer and really taking up for me. I didn’t do anything. The person felt entitled. But then he came and sat beside of me and started saying how the person was a jerk and I just said yeah. And he said “the things he was saying to you...” but the way he said it and looked at me. I think that bothered him that this person did that to me. Idk. I just thought it was sweet. He seemed protective over me.

I feel good. A lot better than what I was last week. I don’t know still about how he feels. I do think I just need to be patient and see what happens.

Thanks everyone!!! I will keep you updated.

I just wanted to send something real quick. I think my coworkers are suspicious of something. lol. Today my boss was talking about dress code. Well she started telling me about how I am always dressed up. And another boss made the comment “are you dressing up for someone or???” And I didn’t say anything. I know what she was doing. I think she was wanting me to say something about him. I mean when I dress up, I usually dress up for myself because it makes me feel good. Now I’m not going to lie I might tend to dress a little nicer when he’s there lol. I think they have noticed or trying to figure things out themselves.

I haven’t had a lot to say these past few weeks because our schedules have been so different this month. Starting in December they are back to normal. Today we actually worked together. I didn’t get to sit by him because there was more staff today. But I’m kinda wondering about my coworkers. And here’s why. I really don’t get what they’re doing at work. So, I had to sit in another area today. I ended up sitting close to the door that leads back to the office part. Well three women, all management, were talking and I heard my name mentioned. My guy friend was sitting at the first computer in the back and I leaned over to look in the door to ask about what they were talking about since they said something about me. I heard my name. Well when I leaned around the door a lady over my manager said said to me in front of everyone “every time I’m down here it seems like you are sitting closer and closer to him.” Talking about him. And she started laughing. I said nope and leaned back to my desk laughing. I don’t get what they’re doing. One she said it right in front of me and him so it made me feel super awkward. I think we, me and him, both got quiet after that. I just don’t get what they’re doing or why they would do that. Do they know something that I don’t know or do they see something that me and him won’t admit yet?

I just have to add something else. My coworkers are going to drive me crazy. I had the holiday off and the past few days off work. I went in tonight for a few hours. My sister dropped my off tonight. I didn’t drive. Long story short, I hurt my back over the holiday. Not sure what happened. Anyways, we usually all walk together. My sister couldn’t find a parking spot out front so she had to park down a little ways. So we walked outside and my coworkers went to walk one way and I told them I was going another way. My manager was like “what? You party animal. Where are you going?” And I said “just down here.” And I I told them goodbye and started walking. Do you know my manager followed me. And when I got to my sister’s car I said “I’m just going here.” And she said “oh.” I honestly believe she followed me to see if I were meeting someone she knows...aka...the guy I work with. I feel like they think something is going on. I mean I still don’t know what’s going on and here they are saying and doing things. And it’s management. Like was she hoping she would catch me and him together? What is going on?

Just a little update. Ok. So me and this guy. I feel at times all warm and fuzzy around him and then other time I don’t know. On Saturday it was just me, him, and one other person at work. And it was so nice on Saturday. We were talking about our boss and how she is horrible and how they want us to do a review on her. I told him that I hope she didn’t ask me about it. And my guy told me she can’t ask us if we do them and I said I bet she will ask me. I know how my boss is. She was threatening us that she will be able to tell by the comments who wrote what. And do you know he said “well, if she says anything to you I will tell her she can’t.” He’s been pretty protective of me lately. And it just made me feel nice for the time being that he has my back.

Yesterday, I had to sit in another location. And he walked out there a few times to talk to me. Once he walked out there and when I looked at him I just couldn’t help but smile. And he smiled too. I don’t know. I just thought that was so cute and felt nice.

But I have noticed something about him. He acts completely different around me depending on who’s around. For instance, on Saturday it was me, him, and and one other person and he was really talkative. Also, when we were walking to the car he stayed right with us. Right next to me. The past couple of days he has been kinda quiet. Tho, I have been sitting in another location because of a few things. I’ve noticed he will walk out there when it’s just me and say a few things to me. But mostly he’s quiet. Tonight another lady, who’s over my boss, walked with us to the garage and he liked walked way away from us and was quiet. I don’t get it. Does he not want to be seen talking to me? Or have they said something to him and he wants to avoid me while management is around? I feel he’s hot and cold a lot. But I do feel like we are getting a little closer.

Would it be weird if I added him on social media? I have been thinking about it and I keep going back and forth on it.