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I was going to kill myself tomorrow.

I planned it all out and was just about to print off instructions on what to do with my animals when a boy asked me out to Starbucks. I figured what the hell and went. It went really well and he wants to see me Friday.

Now I'm unsure what to do. I already planned to take
7100mg Zoloft
5100mg Lithium
1500mg Quetiapine
Then slit my wrists for good measure but now I kinda wanna see what happens with this boy. But in my heart I know I probably shouldn't prolong this any longer but I've never loved a boy. So I'm partially curious what I'd be like to have a boyfriend. If it would change things.
But I know all that matters is me. And I want to kill myself so I probably should.

Now I'm just unsure if ill do it tomorrow or what another week to see how this plays out.

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Give it a week.

Give it more than a week. Give it a lifetime.

Why do you want to die? What's wrong?

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I know how you feel. And it is a hard decision to make when living is so hard. But I think this boy is a sign that it is not time for you to leave yet. He represents that you have so much more living to do even though it can be hard. Please live Day by Day and remember that there is no where to go but up. We all love you and are here for you.

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life sucks.. but im still here

big woop

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