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How I lost my best friend to my depression.

After getting dumped I got really depressed. Then I was Taken advantaged if by a guy and things got worse. I started cutting myself and was in a dark place. My best friend was always there for me even if he didn’t know how to help. He was the only person who I told everything. He has depression too so he understands. He was always my best friend but I know I was never his. One day he told me he couldn’t handle my depression and he didn’t know how to help me so he left. Eventually I went off my medication bc I thought that if I didn’t need it anymore I’d be cured and he would come back. Well things got worse and I called him and he sent me straight to voicemail. I called a suicide hotline but hung up because I was too scared. I eventually called my mom and she came over immediately. I miss him and I hate him for leaving me. I reached out to him last month to see how he was ( hoping we could be friends again) but he blew me off. I hate that he was such a big part of my life and now he couldn’t care less.

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Apparently help.com won’t let you talk about being sexually assaulted

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How I lost my best friend to my depression. After getting dumped I got really depressed. Then I was rapedTaken advantaged if by a guy and things got worse. I started cutting myself and was in a dark place. My best friend was always there for me even if he didn’t know how to help. He was the only person who I told everything. He has depression too so he understands. He was always my best friend but I know I was never his. One day he told me he couldn’t handle my depression and he didn’t know how to help me so he left. Eventually I went off my medication bc I thought that if I didn’t need it anymore I’d be cured and he would come back. Well things got worse and I called him and he sent me straight to voicemail. I called a suicide hotline but hung up because I was too scared. I eventually called my mom and she came over immediately. I miss him and I hate him for leaving me. I reached out to him last month to see how he was ( hoping we could be friends again) but he blew me off. I hate that he was such a big part of my life and now he couldn’t care less.

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I doubt it's cos he didn't care.

He has his own issues and needs to take care of himself.

People come and go through your life.

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Probably he does care, but doesn't know how to deal with the emotions. If you've reached out and apologized, there's not really anything else to can do.

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