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My gp update โ˜บ

Thank you @Gone and @BA1

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My gp update โ˜บ

Fingers crossed. Im writing out all my insecurities and maybe i can share them with him. Then i can quit wasting energy on them.

Seriously my life man. Definately coming back as a unicorn haha

He had thought i had been abit disrespectful at times n abit of like child ego state but i said i dobt think so. I think its cos of my cognition and aspergers. So hopefully he will take that into account

I mean if there wasnt so much stigma then i might have considered a mental health nurse haha but there is a **** load of stigma so i will think twice.

He could send me to psych to get autism diagnosis and melatonin tablets for sleep. But then id fear incase they tried to change my M.E diagnosis or give me a psychological one like MUPS or hysteria.


I have misunderstood him so much. I have lots more to get off my chest with him to feel better. But then it may make him feel bad. Then ill have to say sorry for having been so anxious hoping he would forgive me for having that anxiety

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Time doesnt exist.

People dont need to wait for new year to make changes to their lives. They can start in a new day or a new hour. At any time at all. Im not into new yr resolutions

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Im no longer a trump supporter.

He is sexually attracted to his daughter.

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Forgiveness quotes please.

Thank you

I think it is time that is holding them back. But my physical illness has made me unstable before and ive almost ended up needing to be tube fed. My illness can be life threatening. And the anxiety that drs do not understand is unreal. I was abused by medics because they did not understand.

I think i have finally found some good words of expression for sr to understand. Im hopinf

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I think im gonna end up having another nervous breakdown to be honest.

Thank you so much @BananaLlama
I have had some photos of friends and family put up in my wall

Ive had my crystals out and contacted a friend to come and do reiki. My cousins wife is trying to do distance charkra healing type thing

I think i feel abit more at ease at the moment. But still abit like a yo yo

But i think i have my head around what i want to say to the dr when he comes out on friday which has been a big anxiety for me. Im hoping that it goes well and lifts some of my anxiety

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I think im gonna end up having another nervous breakdown to be honest.

I best rest now. I will see your link ahen i am back. Thank yku for sharing it with me

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I think im gonna end up having another nervous breakdown to be honest.

Im not supposed to listen to music but i just remembered Christopher duffley and oh my goodness jave u heard him?! Wjat a beautiful voice!!! And brings me a sense of peace and being closer together with God.

I guess i can try some songs buts cant be too fast or have drums.

Have i heard that young boy?

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I think im gonna end up having another nervous breakdown to be honest.

Hahahahahaha!! I like it!

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Happy New Year

Thats beautiful ๐Ÿ˜Š

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