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Dr isnt listening to me

My body aches. I’m stupid. I tired and I don’t wanna go to sleep. I don’t wanna eat my food. I don’t wanna do any of it. I’m aching for I come online so then I come back online to moan about it. I’m stupid. Why can’t I just do normal stuff n not feel bad for it. Stupid drs r supposed to help me. Grow them a brain cell in a agar dish lol

I’m tired of aching.im tired of professionals. I don’t want them, I’m tired proving I’m sick to people. I just want them to believe me.

I’m frightened. What if I lose my benefits and I lose my care and my home. I’m frightened. I have to stay hidden so people don’t see me incase they find out and think I don’t struggle to talk then o lose points for it and money and then I won’t have money to follow treatment or for care then I can be left to die.

I don’t wanna have to become unstable fighting for my life again. I can’t go back to my parents if I lost my home. Id end up taking my life if I had to live with them.

I’m supposed to remain calm and get carers to help when they come and worrying doesn’t help me... I dunno....

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Eee that sounds like i love the sax more than my dad 😂 i meant that i love the sax more than my dad loves the sax

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Aw bless u lol :)

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Aw its been really nice talking with u thank u. Bless u too. I guess its 1:30am over here so may be time for sleep lol
Thank u for spending some time with me. Its nice to have company

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Oh he doesnt smoke he traded that for alcohol. I was talking about smoke from bbq.

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Thank u. Ill look into it n pass it on.

Even Omeprazole inhibits haemoglobin picking up oxygen. Ive learnt too much lol

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I told him i want him to be there at my wedding.

He has bbqs all the time but i guess its gud he got a one with a cover over. I cried wen i got told. Cos it stops smoke goin in the air.

Hes loves flying model aeroplanes too n i know the petrol fumes wont b helping

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Its kinda sad cos for many years me n dad werent so good. Me and my parents fell out for couple years. But i went back and dad hugged me all teary eyed. ❤

Only thing is, now i cant spend time with him cos im poorly. And he got emphysema so i worry about him

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My friend was a jehovahs witness but she died. She used to visit sometimes. Was the only one who ever did. A few times she even took me out. Even though she was in her 60s. Loved her to bits.

Dad can be a bum head sumtimes but he still loves me and me him. I wish he wud care for his health more tho.

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Aww thanks for that. I love music i dont often listen to it much now i have a guitar in spare room but i wasnt much gud at it.

Dad used to try n teach me but was long time ago. Used to love spending time with my dad. Im probably better singing though lol

Dad has a saxophone. I love it even more than him. He said he didnt dare sell it cos he knows how much i like it

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