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Wading through a sea of dreams,

I have some sad ones too though. Eek!

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Wading through a sea of dreams,

Thank you :)

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in the works..

:)

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Some of my friends I grew up with ended up being party goers on the weekends and that sort of thing.

Sorry for trying to watch out for you.

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TRIGGER (since my friend said i shud use trigger warnings n whatever..)

Hurray i have real hair now LOL

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My hair is now matt free n me n carers r making more steps forward

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Carers are doing their best to get me help. But its a struggle for them.

The other option is for them to tell social services (the ones who abused me n caused me to almost have a nervous breakdown) and say theyre struggling..

And for social services to find another provider who would likely abuse me.

I have a very poorly understood illness so have been misunderstood and abused many times. By medics, hospital staff, Drs, nurses...

But because my illness has been misrepresented by the NHS for years if abuse got reported then they would likely misunderstand aswell.

I would need a hot support letter from private dr which i have not got yet.

So we need to be careful how we go otherwise i could end up accused of self neglect and end up with a DOLS and end up in a psych ward being abused and forced to follow treatment which is harmful for us and risk dying like other people have.

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Some of my friends I grew up with ended up being party goers on the weekends and that sort of thing.

I was very surprised that someone i know actually married someone she met in a night club! Theyve been married for years.
I doubt it happens often though!
Especially nowadays

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I think its cos i have and continue to do my best with tryinf to get better and the missing piece is the extra care hours.

And i have worked extremely hard to get those hours and have been trying for a silly long time and have made little progree in all that time.

But starting to make some steps forward now.

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@verge the hard part is, is that i spent so long purely surviving n nothing else. Literally. I've had no quality of life and now it is very limited but better than before.

When u have no quality of life for such a long period of time it makes u wonder if it is worth existing n not living. When existing is all work n no play.

I am fighting for my life back however n im not done yet.

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