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pinocchiothepuppet wrote:
Sometimes you just feel sad for no reason? I think that was the case when I originally posted this. I feel like my life is all out of sorts - "Not the way it should be/should have been."

But I don't know why. I can't put my finger on it. I can't say what I would have done differently if I had the chance.. I feel like everything is all wrong even if technically it's not.

Maybe it's a chemical imbalance. Maybe I just don't have the emotional capacity to find happiness or contentment regardless of my current circumstances. Or maybe I'm right and life is just all wrong, even for everybody else too, and it all just sucks.

This is a feeling that has been sticking with me for weeks now, going on months...

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* sad *

Sometimes you just feel sad for no reason? I think that was the case when I originally posted this. I feel like my life is all out of sorts - "Not the way it should be/should have been."

But I don't know why. I can't put my finger on it. I feel like everything is all wrong even if technically it's not.

Maybe it's a chemical imbalance. Maybe I just don't have the emotional capacity to find happiness or contentment regardless of my current circumstances. Or maybe I'm right and life is just all wrong, even for everybody else too, and it all just sucks.

This is a feeling that has been sticking with me for weeks now, going on months...

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Dogs do it.

CarolineFCY wrote:
I miss my parakeet.

Parakeets are evil little birds...

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All this time....

smiley wrote:

What's stealing your hope?

Time.

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would u take a job that's a bit higher pressure and 30-45 minutes away for 80 dollars more a week?

i decided to stick with the job i have. the icing on the cake was when they sent a contradictory email. one said "we are making a preliminary job offer, but do not quit your current job until the background check and drug screen is done and we make a final offer"

After asking if this Tuesday would be good to start the background check and drug screen since it's my first day off from my current job i received another email saying "no we need to get it started today"

i took that as evidence that their left hand doesn't know what their right hand is doing so much and could really be a sign this place is really a cluster ***fuk. i ignored the second email and chose to stay with my current job.

while the commission sales might be nice, the drive there and back is historically awful, and wear and tear on the car concerns as well as other expenses....

i just couldn't bite that bullet right now.

thank you all for your advice. i think this is for the best. i will write them a new email saying i appreciate the opportunity but maybe should wait till next time.

the current job doesn't pay as much, but it's right across the street. saves gas, wear and tear on car, and they even feed me occasionally reducing my cost of living.

occasionally on a good day, vendors will even offer up perfectly good items they remove from our store to send back because they're close to being expired or whatever reason. things like loaves of bread even that are really handy.

i had a former job that paid for a business phone and car insurance as a perk. i had to be laid off from the job sadly before i took the gas station job. even though i was let go, i still update their websites and get to keep the perks as my fee each month.

since i don't have to pay for my phone or car insurance, n my mom helps with the car payment...as long as this job can pay rent and buy food when they're not feeding me then it's the easiest and most financially sound choice i can make right now i think.

i've worked for inbound call center sales before. it's ok. it's not a horrible environment at all of them(some of them totally suck for sure).

but it's just not worth it right now considering the distance and time it'd eat up.

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All this time....

soco wrote:
Define This time.

i wish i'd die a lot but don't really wanna kill myself. it's stupid. i just wish i didn't think about it as much as i do.

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All this time....

thanks. it's a stupid post. i just feel like it's going to happen anyway might as well get it over with. but it's stupid. i was just feeling stupid when i made this post srry :\

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People like you based only on how much they can fuck with you.

Grim_Hardcastle wrote:
People like you based on the way you make them feel.

This can be explored further based on the individuals preferences, experience level and personality. Formative years says a lot about the chosen relationships, but few take the time to take in the lessons of life and to grow with the experiences and end up bitter blaming everyone for their failures.

On the whole one have to uphold responsibility and learn who one actually is. Relationships should help with this process, if not they are destructive or rendered mute in the overall growth process.


On an additional note, people in general are terrified of exposing themselves and shy away from being true. This comes into manifestation in relationship to self firstly, but also to others.
From there comes all the issues.

all this may be true but i'm finding it beside the point. break it down more into its basics i guess?

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People like you based only on how much they can fuck with you.

Evansent wrote:
Everyone's different I guess.
Personally I didn't go into my new relationship to "get something out of it" it just happened.
But now we are dating then yes we "use each other for multiple reasons.

*****kinky

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People like you based only on how much they can fuck with you.

But there is something you need to get form every relationship you form or you generally wouldn't be motivated to pursue it?

If we weren't, we'd be running around trying to get everyone's attention for no reason and we'd all be social butterflies no?

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