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i'm on a terrible downswing tonight.

i said some awful things and now i want to slit my wrists. it's been a long long time since i've self harmed and i normally don't even have any sharps in the house but i recently bought a pencil sharpener and all i can think about is how easy it would be to break it apart and take out the blades. i probably won't but i really want to. i'm supposed to go on a trip with a friend in a few days and i'm tempted o bail because i don't deserve to go anywhere or experience anything. i should just be stuck here forever until i die. i'm worthless.

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You don’t have to deserve anything.
You GET to experience life.

Your friend WANTS to go on this trip with you. You provide friendship to them and that’s the greatest gift one can give. Both ways.

Live. Breathe. Be happy. You’re worth it.
Happiness is worth it.

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No slits. Use a felt tip pen to draw instead. Not a ballpoint. Get a bottle of B-50 or B-100 at the drug store. That will make you feel normal. Not good, but normal.

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You will never be worthless, maybe you did something that makes you feel as you don’t deserve to exist and your life isn’t precious, but you really are, no matter what went wrong or how you feel now. One thing that takes a while to figure out and is hard to do is to learn that the more love you invest in yourself, the more respect for your own life you’ll build. It will be much easier to make life loving choices if you can just make one. You could start by thinking “I love myself”. The hard part is the first step when you can’t find any love for yourself and can’t see the point in trying because you’ve been trying to destroy your self worth all over the place, but you can do it.

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You're on a swing? Happy times!

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And you are far from worthless. You should not be valuing your worth based on how others are treating you. You don't know the full extent of what they are going through. Same as they don't know you completely either. Apologize to this person and move on. Next time try not to judge.

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We all say things we dont mean in the heat of the moment. Dont be so hard on yourself. Is the situation salvageable? Can you talk to the person?

Just because you said bad things it doesnt make you a bad person

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