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I hate you


You hurt me
And you didn’t deserve me
You lied
You cheated
Because you didn’t know what you needed
You don’t deserve her
She’ll be trapped just like I was
I changed everything about me
Just so you would like me
That’s not who I am
And I won’t let that happen again
I’m guarded and have walls up
And I don’t think I will fall in love
I wish I never met you
And that I could forget you
I hate you
You hurt me
And you didn’t deserve me

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I'm sorry about your relationship, I hope you're far away from him now so you can try to heal.

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He didn’t deserve you. Cheating is the lowest thing you can do. His loss!

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I was/am in the same boat... you can hit me up to chat if you’d like

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Prttytrisha wrote:
I was/am in the same boat... you can hit me up to chat if you’d like

We’re you ever able to get over it and move on. I use to have the hope of finding my person and now I feel like love is a lie and I don’t want it.

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Well... it’s only been at the end of June that I left him, but I am slowly moving on. It really mind f*cked me and still bothers me some days, however, I suffer from depression, so it kind of hinders me from moving on completely at this point.

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Prttytrisha wrote:
Well... it’s only been at the end of June that I left him, but I am slowly moving on. It really mind f*cked me and still bothers me some days, however, I suffer from depression, so it kind of hinders me from moving on completely at this point.

I have bad depression too. Good luck on recovering- I’ll let you know if I discover the secrets to feeling better

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Talking about it all does help, but it has to be to someone who is going to judge or has preconceived notions

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I think I've felt similarly to you, after 7-8 years of 'recovering' I've come to terms with never feeling something so great again (although it was terrible at the same time). I think everyone handles this type of thing differently, perhaps there is hope for others when I feel there is none for myself.

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Anonymous wrote:
I think I've felt similarly to you, after 7-8 years of 'recovering' I've come to terms with never feeling something so great again (although it was terrible at the same time). I think everyone handles this type of thing differently, perhaps there is hope for others when I feel there is none for myself.

I am not the type of person to hold grudges. It usually takes me a day to get over what ever incident occurred. But now I feel like I can’t let this go. I feel like it’s a part of me and it’s affecting any relationships I have with other men. Things I dreamed of before like marriage and babies are no longer things I want. I wish I had a woman in my life that I could go to with all of these issues.

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I know how difficult it is to not have anyone to talk to. I don't know what happened in your relationship, but it took me about 3 years to 'forgive' him for the hurt caused, breaking promises, etc. I'm now left with all the good memories, and those are the curse, really. The good moments and feelings I remember hold me back from feeling similar things with another person. It's some sort of numbness. Also, I know that there are some unforgivable actions, but there is relief in forgiving, even those.

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Anonymous wrote:
I know how difficult it is to not have anyone to talk to. I don't know what happened in your relationship, but it took me about 3 years to 'forgive' him for the hurt caused, breaking promises, etc. I'm now left with all the good memories, and those are the curse, really. The good moments and feelings I remember hold me back from feeling similar things with another person. It's some sort of numbness. Also, I know that there are some unforgivable actions, but there is relief in forgiving, even those.

You nailed how I feel. Numb.

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I have a song for you!

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https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ylLpplWSrNk

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I love this. It feels exactly like something I’d write ❤️

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