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friend and her family are going to die if they dont get help

Awww โค thank u very much.

I told a different friend the mean comments n she made them go away :)

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I'm 6stone 7lbs (ish).

Not sure how I cud talk with a church.

I get really scared talking to strange people sometimes cos lots people hurt me now make me cry n it in the past made me not wanna live anymore n make me hurt myself.

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I'm 6stone 7lbs (ish).

Mam gave me form to do for 25%group but I lost it. But it confused me how to fill it in n need to pay to join, but mam does my money but I don't want to ask her to help me fill forms in cos she doesn't communicate very good with me.

I struggle processing info and doesn't adapt and last weekend I punched myself in the head out of frustration.

I need carer help me understand but mam not there to do money when carer there

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I'm 6stone 7lbs (ish).

I can't go to church and I've tried some charities but they don't have funding. I'm still trying to get one though.

I'm wanting to join 25%group for M.E cos then I xan go on waiting list and eventually have some support to help me get support I need.

Also I want to try and and get autism advocacy support too but I don't have a diagnosis (I think I got aspergers) and I dunno if that makes a difference.
And... brain fog...... it's hard to communicate to find stuff out.

But the email stuff is hard and I started emailing myself by accident. I get confused doing emails and I forget stuff.

I know my friend helping look into some stuff n I ask him to send me it in the post. I can't remember properly what he is sending me though. I forgot

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I'm 6stone 7lbs (ish).

Would be amazing to have clean hair.

I've dreamt of having baths but I'm too poorly

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I'm 6stone 7lbs (ish).

My hair is all matted now n I dont get washed or wear clothes n don't do my teeth much. I used to be pretty but my skin n stuff is just a mess now. Least of my worries though with appearance.

But enough care for personal hygiene would be nice...

And I'd love to one day be able to be clean. I'd love to be able to have a proper bedbath again.

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friend and her family are going to die if they dont get help

โค thank u. U r probably right but what if she dies before she gets help?

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I'm 6stone 7lbs (ish).

I've ripped my hair out twice and felt suicidal when I struggled to talk a couple years ago.

I wasn't nice to mam.... I took ages to understand n then wanted to say sorry but couldn't talk... for about 2 weeks of no speech hardly n minimal words whispering or on writing on sticky notes.

Dad said i treated my mam like **** and that u could have rang her and told her about the charity number that could have helped her while she was doing my benefit forms.

But I cudnt use phone.

When he left I screamed punching myself in head, scratched my arms, bit into top of my left arm until heard muscle crunch and I wanted to die.

Then called all the numbers I had on my paper. No one answering. Until last one was mam. Told her she didn't have to do the forms n just leave them cos it doesn't matter.....crying then told her what happened n said sorry. Then sis came to mine n sat with me.

N dad kept his distance for a long time. He loves me but doesn't understand my illness.

(Stress response sends blood to muscles so sort of mask symptoms of exhaustion and makes u temporarily able to do stuff that u couldn't do otherwise

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I'm 6stone 7lbs (ish).

I mean at times I can feed self but times I can't. I fluctuate all the time. And cognition fluctuates too. And lack of support and professionals ignoring me when communicating is really hard for me just makes me wanna give up

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I'm 6stone 7lbs (ish).

Slash wrote:
Slash here....aka Big Al One. It's been a long time, girl. I'm sorry to hear you're not well. I hope this is something that time and persistence will let you win.
I always thought you were pretty (still do). So...eat some food doggone it - haha!.
(Of course it's never as easy as that).
What about a juicing machine? Fruit and vegetable juices of different sorts are win-win-win at every turn.
Something better to deal with lack of appitite....?

I'm surprised u remember me. And thank u. I need carers to help feed me/prompt me and a special diet to help me get better.

I can't follow my special diet or my treatment until I get extra care hours.

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