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I told myself I would finish uni get a job and be happy but I don't think I'll make it, I feel like it's only getting harder and even if I do make it will I even be happy?

I feel like just killing myself but I'm a coward. I thought about trying antidepressants but I don't know... I did try therapy and it didn't help at all. I wish I could get the courage to kill myself no one would even care... I have no one to turn to... I'm all alone and I just want to stop the pain.

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It gets better. It's hard right now because there is a lot to do.
I find I do best when I focus on completing the task and ignore my feelings. Now, I recognize that that's not going to work for everybody, but why not just do a big push to complete this and see where you end up?

Even if you're not "happy" with where you are afterward, you are objectively in a better position. Not only that, but you'll have accomplished a mighty task, which is a great step in the direction of feeling better about yourself.

I'm sorry things are bad right now, and I wish there was some magic words to make it better, but the truth is it's going to take time. It might get worse before it gets better, but I promise it's going to gradually get better and eventually you'll realize that you're not doing so bad after all.

If nothing else- we've got a small, but genuine community here- and you're always welcome to come chat and make some friends here. We do care.

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Did you go to university having a specific career path in mind that you truly desired?

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Please get through this difficult time - it always changes so if it's terrible now, odds are it'll improve.

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Your college degree will give you more options in life.

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