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Im still thinking laying in the bath and taking my tablets and lay sleeping there sounds peaceful.

And never come back. Hope is not coming. No one is coming. There is nothing i can do. I am tired of the pain inside. There is nothing here but me.

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There is no point in even writing here because no one can do anything to help me anyway.

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I wonder if god would forgive me if i went away.

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Bath yes. Pills no.

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We have another hurricane coming this way.

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Once I was depressed and seriously considering suicide, and I googled, "best way to..." And this was the first result:

https://www.cracked.com/article_15658_the-ten-m...

It made me laugh.

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No one here is able to help you if you are seriously considering suicide.

You need to speak to a mental health professional immediately.

Obviously all would urge you not to do it.

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How are we today? Did you take a dip?

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We have another hurricane coming this way.

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That was a great link Lano, I really enjoyed reading it. Someone should post it on every suicide post.

So did you read it anon? Committing suicide only hurts the people you love or the people that love you. Look at the bright side, ****shit can only get better from here, right?

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Not sure. We'll see.

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The article is pretty good but I do know someone who felt deep peace when he slit his wrists and he was angry when his dad saved his life.

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I will personally travel across seas assuming I might have too and slap you back to reality

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Anonymous wrote:
The article is pretty good but I do know someone who felt deep peace when he slit his wrists and he was angry when his dad saved his life.

Thats how depression works. It makes death seem like a good idea and obviously if someone tries to stop you you won't like it.

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I csnt manage i dont wanna do it anymore. Its too hard and no way out. I cant get out

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I csnt manage i dont wanna do it anymore. Its too hard and no way out. I cant get out

I have felt the same way at times in my life. For my own part i have always found that the best way out was just to keep on living.

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This is not living

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So how old are you? What's going on that makes you want to be dead? Lost your job, got dumped by your girl, pregnant and homeless?

I've lived a long crazy life and I can tell you I've been in some real shitty predicaments. I mean I've been homeless and slept under bridges, had a motorcycle accident and couldn't walk for six months, had to *****whore myself out to some fat chick just so she'd nurse me back to health... What's really important is that you realize that the future can be anything you want it to be. There's always tomorrow and anything can happen. Good things can happen.

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Anonymous wrote:
This is not living

If you're at a point in your life where you can drink brandy in your bathtub and no one bothers you for a while THAT a least is some kind of living. That sounds nice af.

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I have 20 diazapam left and getting more sleep tablets soon to go along with my other sleep meds

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I suppose we can take this step by step and see how life pans out. And keep a security blanket incase it gets too much.

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You seem predisposed on ending your life. Why? You need help. If you are not receiving the help you need from your friends you don't give up. You find new friends.
If the 8 around you are not willing to help, find 16 others that will.

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You don't want to take all those pills, what you really want to do is send them to me.

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I got my new box of sleep tablets.14 promethzine. 20 diazapam. 8 nytol. Another box or two in cupboard. Valerian night nurse melatonin. I think i have snough to go to sleep

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Im tired of this. Im tired and I want to go away

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