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For once I did as I was told.

You know when your body shivers? Yeah but like my body is shivering all other but likes its feels like ny organs are shaking.

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For once I did as I was told.

Hmm well thats kinda bad news.

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For once I did as I was told.

Does the suicide prevention bot just spam everyone now or does it know me

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Last night at midnight

DragonLady wrote:
Why do you care your cat is injured? You tried to abandon it.

I never abandoned him. I have a safety plan for him
My cats are not domestics. They arnt hard to find good homes for but I have a plan set to for each and every animal if I die.
I dont expect you to understand.

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Last night at midnight

Going home early I'm angry because my cat is injured she says.

Happy birthday I guess.

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Last night at midnight

Nix wrote:
Would it be such a bad thing if you were in a facility getting the help you need?

I hope being with your sister helps.

I have pets so I cant go away

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I didnt know how else to help myself so I'm writing here.

soco wrote:
It's good hearing from you Nevermind. I like your zoo too. Glad you are putting yourself out there to help something that can't easily care for itself. Keep up the good work. How is your job going?

My haunted house job is only in the fall. If I'm around I'll do it next year.

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I didnt know how else to help myself so I'm writing here.

jj01 wrote:
You're an excellent writer! Writing has always helped me! Maybe try keeping a journal you could someday turn into a book that could help others with the same issues?

BTW! ...Your fur babies are beautiful, and so is your heart!

Thank you
But I'm not sure I'd make a journal to publish cause I feel its.. like too much secrets to do that.

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I didnt know how else to help myself so I'm writing here.

Anonymous wrote:

What is it that is really bothering you? I has to be more than a birthday...

It's a loooooooooong story I dont really feel like telling. It doesnt really have anything to do with my age.

My phycatrist thinks I should keep ********breeding animals.
Infact when I didnt have any pregnant or baby animals she asked if I could go get a pregnant cat from the shelter. I told her it doesnt work that way.

I think her main thinking is that because I havent tried to kill myself since having babies, that it's the best chance to get me to not? I dont know.

I do agree though. I consider stopping but if I stop, I feel like I'm giving up cause I'm not planning to live I'm preparing to die.

My dogs like isolation. I mean they have me and other dogs and the farm land. They prefer that more than going in public.
And my cats like staying home too.

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I didnt know how else to help myself so I'm writing here.

My Puppies
http://i65.tinypic.com/2mxhcw6.jpg

My Lovely Persians... shout out to Harrison the newest addition.
http://i67.tinypic.com/e0snwx.jpg

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