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if god were real i'd murder him.

Anonymous wrote:
Why didnt you mention Islam?
They kill people who are gay .
They oppress women.
They kill the Infidels.
Man legion you are way inconsistant not mentioning Islam.
I personally am agnostic but you are christain a phobic.
You may have pushed away anyone on this site who is christian and
Spunds like you can be turned in for hate speech.

Because everyone knows Islam is a vile ideology. It has shown it's face. What people won't see is that christianity is just as vile. And it's not a phobia, I don't fear Christianity and Catholicism (though admittedly if they still had the same influence than they had in the dark ages up to the early 1800s I would) I hate that they exist, and that their members consider themselves superior to the rest of humanity "because their man in the sky is the best man in the sky." It's the definition of arrogance.

Especially the whole "God's plan" bullshit. A child dies, oh it was gods plan. A natural disaster, it was gods plan. Multiple deaths in a fire, gods plan... I can do horrible things and claim they're gods plan. It's not like he'll stop me now will he? That's how loving their God is.

You know who are more loving than God? Firefighters! Animal rescue, the police (in most cases). The nurse working the nightshift having to read her kids a bednight story over the phone.

All of them are more worthy of praise and vindication than God. Every last one is superior to him. Where is their temple? Their church?

In regards to pushing people away. I'm fine with that. I don't want to be friends or even associated with people who submit to "God" anyway, man is entitled to be their own God. I have had my membership to the Catholic church removed and it's one of the best choices I've made. No longer am I in the same league of people that try to cover up systematic homophobia and child ****rape. Which really lifts a burden.

As for hate speech. Grow a bloody spine! This ride is just getting started. (But by all means, report me. Let's see how much of a liberal thinker the mods are.)

And should I be banned, it's not like I'll lose anything... As a matter, it'll be knowledge gained and points proven.

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if god were real i'd murder him.

@BA1

People like you are one of the biggest problems in the world.

Catholicism and Christianity have done more damage to humanity than all diseases combined. And I'd gladly burn for all eternity rather than go to the same place hypocrites like you end up in.

I spit on your religion, your church, your God. And should I live long enough to witness the fall of Christianity, then you're God damn right I'll celebrate it.

What is God if not the oppressor? What being tests faith by asking one to kill his only son? What king abandons his greatest general?

Oh and finally: "Thou shalt have no other gods before me." Lucifers sin was pride. I suppose God didn't like the competition.

The arrogant ****cunt he is.

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if god were real i'd murder him.

Anyone/thing that declares itself the one true God, omnipotent and all loving. Yet allows it's creations to ****rape and torment one another, allows things like parasites and flesh eating microbials to exist, and does nothing when children get abused and *****raped at his altars in his "house". And is so all loving he created an entire dimension to punish and torment those that disagree with him/it for all eternity.

Is not worthy of life. I'd much rather disappear or be burned (I'm not a Catholic anymore so I have my doubts) than to suck up and kneel to that arrogant sadist. Yes, I'd kill him too, and smile while doing so.

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Are you intimidated by intelligent people?

Intimidated is the wrong word. I am intrigued by very intelligent people. And perhaps selfishly desire to learn from them.

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The Swansong.

Jetmoo wrote:
When they tested your thyroid, what did they test? The health services over here, they miss important bits out sometimes.

And were your results the bottom end of โ€œnormal rangeโ€?

Generally all within normal values. I had one where it became overactive but this was due to an anti-depressive.

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The Swansong.

Exercise, i work out as much as physically possible and do get a "high" when i do so. But this ends the moment i stop. So sadly other than being physically fitter it has no mental effects.

I was tested for Thyroid issues, none were found.

They changed the dosage of the Anti-psychotic to be higher than it was. Beyond that i've been given a few phone numbers reachable 24/7. (Basically suicide watch).

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The Swansong.

Part was caused by neurological damage following a severe accident.

Changed diet before that did nothing.

Sleep has always been ****shit. Had sleeping pills but I used them irresponsibly.

Not affected by seasons. Will reply to the rest later. Tired.

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The Swansong.

soco wrote:
Promise not to die on me? I hate when that happens, in case you didn't know.

Didn't take enough to have a serious problem. Just enough to feel very tired so it seems.

Thanks for the above by the way. That counts for all people who replied. It's bittersweet though. From one side I'm happy there are people that at least seem to care.

From the other, half my own family would not mind me dying. And I'm not sure how I feel about that.

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The Swansong.

soco wrote:
I'm out of tea. Have any more?

Think I'm going to lay down for a bit. Meds making my head heavy. Made emergency appointment with psychiatric hospital tomorrow.

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The Swansong.

soco wrote:
Have you ever tried CBD oil? Not sure what the laws are where you live.

I have, it had no effect. Also most cannabis related products including drugs like hashish and weed are legal or at least tolerated here.

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