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In general its hard to "give a damn" when I keep trying to die which makes people tired and angry.

But she just doesn't get it.
I'd rather her know nothing because she uses it against me like a weapon.
It just makes me want to die more.
Ultimately I'm going to die probably at my own hands regardless of any thing done so I'm pretty much a waste of resources.

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Yes

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The cats. My mom just tells me I can't have them if im gonna be like this.

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I understand that I need help. But what's frustrating is the crisis center, human services, and the county I live are all aware of what im going through and monitoring.
I went to therapy and disclosed more details to him then I did to this site. Yet he didn't sent me to inpatient.
But this fuss kinda intensifies things and it was very embarrassing cause my mom witnessed this. And they told her information I dont like her to know cause she miss uses it to hurt me sometimes.

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I was in my room and my mom met the 2 cops before I knew. She sent me a message to come upstairs.

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Video of my mom eexplaining what happened. Richard is my best friend

https://youtu.be/HPxmNALFN6k

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Wish I could prove it. But I don't know how. Guess I could record a video of my mom yelling you it happened but you wouldn't believe tjat either

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I thought starfish had a squishy sticky side. I dont want one suctioning to my hand or biting me

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Were they dead?

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I never touched a star fish before. They kinda are freaky. Maybe I can scoop them up with a plate to throw them

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