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Another lake district walk.

Beauuuutiful! Thank you xx

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Anonymous wrote:

:)

beer
vodka w/ juice
jack daniels
bacardi rum
etc

debauchery is a must too, lol

Fantastic! 8D

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Domestic violence and abuse..

BuckingFastard(JN) wrote:
To be that evil in privacy but have such a nice persona on the outside shows clear psychotic traits, this just makes him more dangerous.
He doesn't see his behaviour as wrong, he never will .

Get out b3fore he kills You!!

Well, psychotic.. i am not a shrink, but the boy is deluded! I know he had abuse in childhood, and a broken heart, and did not cope well with it - he did not resolve his hurt and pain, so now he came up with a twisted solution..

Killing is something what I dread that I would be capable of when i don't cope with abuse.. :( Not mentioning all the lies and deceit; he tortured me emotionally, and tried to control whatever he could - including my thoughts, feelings, and behaviour; and punish me for not conforming or 'rejecting him' etc.

And no, he does not see anything wrong with that; no insight whatsoever, so blissfully unaware.. However, the reason why I don't think he is pathological is, that we did make some small progress together. He did care enough about me to attempt changes, but these turned out to be too fast or too much.. he had to retract into his shell of ignorance to protect himself and his illusionary world.

I am still battling whether I should go up there to his place and leave him some birthday present.. But I agree, the 'relationship' should not continue the way it is, else we will destroy each other completely.

BuckingFastard(JN) wrote:
May be going for a walk tomorrow, haven't fully decided yet...

Oh, hope you had a good one if you went! I met a friend just for a local walk around a lake, but we ended up in a cafe chatting instead.

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Domestic violence and abuse..

Sherlock wrote:

"Churchianity" has a dark side. But not what Jesus taught: love, tolerance, acceptance and peace. Many churches today have doctrines and practices that are far from what Jesus taught. Example: the Catholic Church, which denies communion to divorced and remarried persons.

anonymous wrote:
well i got into that religion several times and left several times because its anti female and anti something else very important. Jesus actually tells you not to look at women with lust i mean its too much just too much or else youll go to hell. thats too much so i left but theres another religion i have to deal with at home thats just as bad or worse.

anyway hope you stop attracting wrong kinda guys

I agree with Sherlock, Jesus and the church are two very different things.. The church does not get it right most of the time. Why Jesus allows it is another question. But have you tried having a relationship with Jesus instead of just going to church?

And are you actually a female or a male? Sorry, I'm a bit confused here.. I also found not only Christianity, but God Himself anti female, and been battling with it for years. Despite this, I know only Jesus is the answer for me..

Jesus can give you grace and help 'not to look at females with lust'.. or whatever other sin you are struggling with.

Thank you so much - yes, please, can I stop attracting wrong kinda guys! And thank you for contributing to my post. It did bring it into a perspective. I do not know how I could help you; just hope and pray that there will be a way that you do not have to be forced into an arranged marriage. :( May Jesus touch the heart of your parents, or take any action so you can be free to marry who you will choose. A big hug! Stay in touch, please xx

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this site used to be yellow right?

Anonymous wrote:

the former one was better imo. also dani is missed

So wish I had your problems.. xx I love the site; it is saving my sanity right now! And I don't care what colour it is for that..

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Smiley, i would party with you anytime! ;) xx

Have you considered changing your career to a party organizer?

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God I'm SO SICK of waking up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anonymous wrote:

i should start a new post but no, no hope. ive been considering suicide cause i cant bear the abuse being given to me by parents, relatives, cults, religions et al

:( i dont blame you for considering suicide..

At the moment i am not the best ambasador for Christ, but would you consider giving your life to Him instead of taking it? :(

He can make a way where there is no way!

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smiley wrote:

Of course!

https://www.giverecipe.com/wp-content/uploads/2016/05/strawberry-chocolate-cake.jpg

Wow, smiley! ๐Ÿ˜€

Btw, how do you upload the images? xx

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Anonymous wrote:
well alcohol is a must

Yeeees, what are we drinking?! So want to get drunk!

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everyone in town is treating me like i poisoned their dog...

No-Account wrote:
You could actually start poisoning the dogs and remind people what the difference is....?
Well....on second thought...

Yeah, i did that.. (well, no poisoning dogs but what they were accusing me of).

It did bring me peace, but did not make me a nice person.. and they ultimately won!

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