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sometimes everything seems bleak...

Only true friends bring chocolates.๐Ÿ˜‰

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sometimes everything seems bleak...

My Son used to have night terrors which were pretty horrific to watch. I asked him if anything was bothering him at the time. I later found out he was getting bullied.
I know your not getting bullied physically but you sure are mentally. I think the baby dream could signify wanting to be in a loving relationship. Are you concerned about your weight?

It's good that you have "true friends" it shows what kind of person you are,it also means you will be able to reach them Day or night.

It's also good your having Therapy. How is it going so far?
Does she talk or just listen?
Breaking down is the best thing you could have done,it means you no longer barricade yourself which will let the light in. It's a good way at looking at things.

I've suffered myself through depression,I've seen how dark that tunnel gets. I also know when the mind decides to play games it really goes in for the kill and whatever we are told or think we believe.
Nine times out of ten our intrusive thoughts speak bs. * hugs you*

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sometimes everything seems bleak...

When I first read your post you said "things are now worse and that's fine"
I think that's where your going wrong. I get that you know your own coping mechanisms,however you are stopping yourself from reaching out to others due to this.
You are not fine, Vampy you are far from it. We all get lonely from time to time and that's nothing to be embarrassed about.
Sounds like you could do with a new circle of friends to. Friends are supposed to lift your spirits not put you down.
Reading can also be rewarding but there's only so much before your mind starts to wonder.
What was the cause behind your night terrors?


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Perfect timing for me to need some advice...

Sorry Vampy I've only just got an invite to your post.
How are things now?

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I havenโ€™t gotten any cravings to smoke (Day 10 Nicotine free!) but Iโ€™ve been told Iโ€™m crankier, I have a gross cough that wonโ€™t go away, and Iโ€™m tired all the time.

See for yourself.

https://www.google.co.uk/search?q=cigarette+ima...

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I havenโ€™t gotten any cravings to smoke (Day 10 Nicotine free!) but Iโ€™ve been told Iโ€™m crankier, I have a gross cough that wonโ€™t go away, and Iโ€™m tired all the time.

Trust me the images on the packets here are disturbing..

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NaCtHoMaN wrote:
i bit a chunk of skin off my finger, i didnt even notice till after taking a shower when the water hit the open wound. it had to be from a dream so i thought.

Sounds pretty traumatic dream to be biting chunk of skin from your finger.

@Willy shivers Not good.

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I havenโ€™t gotten any cravings to smoke (Day 10 Nicotine free!) but Iโ€™ve been told Iโ€™m crankier, I have a gross cough that wonโ€™t go away, and Iโ€™m tired all the time.

Araz wrote:
I have had cravings ALL day :( But Iโ€™m ignoring them!

@DocteurRalph our stories on how we started are very similar. My best friend smoked and I started at 25. Itโ€™s 6 years later now! She quit about 3 years ago.

@Sherlock Itโ€™s true - Lung cancer is devastating and should be the face of big tobacco. ๐Ÿ˜”

The cigarette packets have horrendous pictures on them,some make you feel physically sick.
I'm surprised how people can still smoke when they see those images.

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This is gonna be an unusual one, but appropriate for this site.

Does it cost a lot of money?

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Yeah it's weird how that happens. I fell asleep in my shorts once and dreamed I got slashed in the leg when I woke up I actually had marks where they had been cutting in due to them being to tight.

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