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Religion - Sad or Angry

I cannot say what emotions you should feel. You have the right to feel both great anger and deep sadness. You are grieving not only the loss of your wife who you loved but also the loss of the memory that she was faithful to you these years. You are trying to make sense of that along with the revelation that she was taking advantage of you to support a drug addiction. On top of that, it sounds like you are still trying to come to terms with all that happened in your first marriage. It is more than a person can emotionally process at once and you would not be human if you did not go through a wave of emotions.

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Gratefulness is helpful, so I am grateful for it.

I am grateful for popcorn. It is cheap and easy to make and always delicious.

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Art lessons.

Here is an artist named Brock Davis.
https://www.instagram.com/brockdavis/

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I hate everyone.

Also reminds me of this music video.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ulIOrQasR18

Not making light of your post - just thought you might like it.

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I hate everyone.

Did you see the movie Little Miss Sunshine. There is a character named Dwayne who hates everyone. Your post reminded me of him. He has a poster of Nietzsche on the wall and he stops speaking completely as a form of protest. His father is a motivational life coach. It is one of my top 5 favorite movies. You might relate to the Dwayne character.

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mum is threatening suicide if i chase my dream.

It is good to have a dream, but spending all your time chasing a dream at the expense of growing up is a form of avoidance.

To establish yourself and build a career you first need to work some different jobs, learn to manage your own money, bills, discipline of a schedule, deal with people and learn to fail. You will need these skills anyway if you ever want to make your dream reality. Try all kinds of jobs and fail at them - you will learn more from that than living in a bubble. Good luck!

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I'm not expecting to magically get better.

Do they play with the dogs or keep to themselves?

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I'm not expecting to magically get better.

Are they kind of territorial? If you get 3 more, do you think the original ********foursome will form an alliance to rise up against the new ones? Do they have claws?

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Programming Help

Just an update: I'm still planning to do this, but it is on hold for the moment...

Hoping to use this tutorial when I do: https://blog.heroku.com/a-rock-solid-modern-web...

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I'm not expecting to magically get better.

What is time of voice and what do you hate about it?

How many cats do you have and what are their names?

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