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Does anyone here use an ISP that’s not Verizon, Cox, or Comcast?

I have Frontier.

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Ear Piercing Question!

Araz wrote:
That’s totally normal! It’s scar tissue and it’s nothing to worry about. Go to a tattoo parlor, but not a shady one, a licensed one. They’ll do it with a needle which sounds like it hurts but it’s actually less painful because they do it so quickly and the metal is so sharp it feels like a pinch. Make sure to keep it clean with the ointment they provide and don’t fiddle with it and you’ll be fine.

My experience level: nose piercing, ear piercing, cartilage piercing, and belly button piercing.

Oh thank you so much!! I was getting paranoid and I didn't wanna pay to have them redone just for it to be a hot mess lol.

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Can coworkers tell if there is something going on between two people before they even realize it?

Meh this happens where i work all the time. If you don't feel anything towards this person then what everyone is saying doesn't matter.

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Maybe I asked this before.

Oh I'm this person for sure. I actually failed my driver's ed class in high school because I had a panic attack while driving the car. My best friend is gonna help me though. I'm studying the manual and she's gonna take me to take the written to get my permit and then she's actually gonna help me learn how to drive. I'm not really as scared about it as I used to be. I think it's maybe just growth and my meds tbh and a friend who understands me and knows how to work around my quirks.

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Who here plays video games?

Lano wrote:

✿CherryBomb✿ wrote:
I do! Haven't been playing much lately, though. I'm mostly into rpgs and survival horror / horror in general. Also love Animal Crossing and Pokemon.

I like Silent Hill and i like rpgs too but i can be pretty picky cus a lot rpg type games just dont have great gameplay imo. I like red and blue pokemon havent played another one since those two o.o

I love Silent Hill! It's definitely one of my favorite horror series along with Resident Evil. Rpgs I mostly just stick with Final Fantasy and Star Ocean.

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The Swansong.

Legion wrote:

Jetmoo wrote:
I know have been feeling terrible for a very long time but have u recently changed meds at all?

Not been on meds for some time, went through liver failure, renal failure, heart failure (all due to different anti depressants so was taken off all of them) still using an anti-psychotic but all that does is give me migraines and a dry mouth (to the point of bleeding). I've been in treatment for 8 years now, 8 bloody years. And i feel no difference.

Plus i can't change my physical characteristics can i now? I mean i've been refused jobs over my body length (5'8) lost two relationships over it. Went as far as considering that freaky leg extension surgery.

I don't recognize my own face anymore, it's like a psycho looking back at me every time i stare into the mirror, my eyes are cold. Murderous even.

I have no one left to talk to as like i said, my closest contacts have passed away. And for as much family as i have left they either don't understand, consider psychosis / severe depression a weakness / punishment or cut ties because "i'm a burden to them".

The latter i honestly agree with, i have no place in this world. I'll either derail and kill someone someday. Or i'll just cost the taxpayer money in healthcare. Either way, we're better off without me.

-Legion.

God I feel this in my bones. I started dealing with mental illness at a very young age and I wasn't diagnosed or medicated until well into my 20's. I'm very lucky in that the first meds they tried me on worked and I've loved the doctors I've worked with. I know you're tired and it's utterly exhausting but it is so worth it to keep fighting. I didn't even believe that myself for the longest time. I literally thought I would be dead before 25 and now I'm 32 and the world is opening up for me in a major way. I'm so glad I'm here to experience it. As I'm sure you know, meds aren't a cure all, so I definitely still have my bad days but now, even at my worst moments, I know it really is worth it to power through because I get to live on the other side of the darkness now.

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Who here plays video games?

Slash wrote:
Hey @✿CherryBomb✿b✿ good to see you back after so long.

Thanks! I'm gonna try to be more active.

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Who here plays video games?

I do! Haven't been playing much lately, though. I'm mostly into rpgs and survival horror / horror in general. Also love Animal Crossing and Pokemon.

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Post Closed Post Closed

I'm a very big fan of physical copies. Idk what it is, but I feel incomplete if I can't hold something in my hands. I'm even more so this way with music.

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Your favorite horror movies?

Scream. The Ring. I Know What You Did Last Summer. Urban Legend. Stay Alive. Jennifer's Body (kinda horror?). The Others. The Exorcist. The Crazies. Vacancy. The Strangers. Fear Dot Com. Child's Play. All the Prom Night movies. Black Xmas. The list goes on and on.

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