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Hey, I'm here, glad to see the place is back to some form of normal.

Ah, we must have, then!

In that case, it's a pleasure to meet you. :)

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Mera

PepperJ wrote:
She was a hurtful personality (ies) on OH who knew which buttons to push and managed to antagonize quite a few.

I certainly hope that people like that don't show up on this new site...it will ruin it

Agreed!

Honestly, I'm scared if she or one of her "selves" do show up at any point. I'm worried I won't be able to cope very well... I've spent the last 4 years trying to fight what happened (even 6 years AFTER the ordeal), I don't know if I'm ready to confront her head-on. It was an honest leap of faith that I joined here again, sincerely praying that she didn't show any of her faces. I might lose it if she does.

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Hey, I'm here, glad to see the place is back to some form of normal.

I was never a member at HelpToGo, but I was on the old site - I left around late 2009 when personal issues happened. I think I do remember "manthy" now that I think about it...but I don't think we connected much.

But as I said...my memory is shot. one part age, three parts drug abuse, liquor and mental collapse.

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Hey, I'm here, glad to see the place is back to some form of normal.

Welcome back! Though, I'll admit I don't recall who you might have been before. But as I've said to others...my memory isn't what it used to be.

I'll have to pass on the Thanksgiving discussion though. Australia doesn't have it. But I do hope those who did have it, enjoyed it, and didn't eat themselves sick!

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Will 2017 be remembered for the empowered women coming out of the shadows of abuse?

Big-Al-One wrote:

soco wrote:
And then by the same token women would just learn to accept this behavior without feeling the need to self harm or over eat to make themselves uglier on purpose. You think that also?

Men are accountable for their bad behavior. From the slightest infraction to the most horrific. For their doings the lose their reputation. They lose their family. They lose their wealth. They lose their homes, vehicles and 'toys.' They lose body parts; eyes, hands, noses, *********testicles, their crock. They lose years of their life in prison' comparable or exceedent to killers and murderers.
For what men do to others, they pay....
What you do to your own self? That's your business. No one - and I mean no one - is accountable for how you treat yourself. You can love yourself and heal in far more ways than remain in perpetual mourning.

I completely agree! Those who get caught doing such horrible things, pay dearly (or should, for those who DON'T end up having to face the consequences). No arguments here.

Those who are victims however, can choose to heal, or can choose to NOT.

On some things, I have healed. But I know there are some crimes against me that I haven't. And that is on me, I'll admit. Sometimes I blame the people who did it to me for having to face/heal from it. Sometimes, I'll blame it on myself for not being strong enough at the time to stop it. I sometimes go through at least a dozen scenarios of how it could have been avoided, but it will never make a difference now. Which is why I became cautious for the present and future. Thinking of all the scenarios that could happen.

And to be honest, the latter cautiousness and protection that I have practiced...have significantly reduced the instances where I've been harmed. So, it's working at least. :P Even if the consequences of such worry have meant that I engage in much less human interaction.

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Has anyone seen my lost dog?

Gem-15 wrote:
I recognise the pic, who was it though?

LittleNick, or however he spelled it.

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Mera

BigWilly! wrote:
I'm officially clueless here. Then again, that's my general state of being.

Stay clueless.

Seriously. It's a lot less likely to cause you thoughts of anger, misanthropy and general "death to the human race" irrationality.

Red1263 wrote:
Who's mera?

A psycho who decided to take on multiple personalities/genders/lives/stories for some unknown reason. If my suspicion is right on "one" particular personality/identity, they probably just wanted to make friends and went the really really really wrong way about it.

To the point it drove "some" of us to the brinks of metaphorical hell. (Hint: that would be me, because people thought that me being pathetically gullible, meant that I was "in" on her b.s. or actually WAS her).

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Mera

Gem-15 wrote:
Omg mera, where to even start with her

Right?! That's pretty much how I felt when I first saw her/its name come up here. Lol.

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Has anyone seen my lost dog?

PepperJ wrote:
Sure wish he'd come back. Guess he doesn't want to, though

A real shame too, I really loved him being around. :( His sense of humour might have been a bit harsh for some people, but I adored his ability.

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Mera

Do we have to? Can we just believe that she died a horrible and slow death in the last 10 years?

I'd like to think the same about Pae, honestly. I'm still not half convinced they weren't the same person, but Pae was in Ohio, and I can't remember where it was revealed the nightmare Mirror came from. I know that Mera was somewhere in the US.

It really wouldn't surprise me if Mera was in Ohio though. Nor would it surprise me if Mera and Pae were the same person.

Matt Smith voice Oh look, here I am talking about it, and I said there wasn't time!

(dark humor at the above impression there)

Edit: I do recall that Mera at some point "revealed" herself though, through a post and avatar, and looked nothing like the Pae I was exposed to. (I was shown a picture of "Pae" privately, who was "apparently" someone else, -according to Pae themselves- which I found in 2011, to be the SAME person as someone in a pretty well-known news report). Also, I recall that "Mera" claimed in said "confession" post, to be named "Rebecca", or something to the equivalent.

Which is rather insulting really, because that's my middle name, and I recall seeing that "confession" post and going completely effing psycho at them because I was sucked into one of her stupid effing personalities.

breathes heavily

Okay, composing myself...I hope.

I also recall several members convinced I was the same psychotic b.i.t.c.h, and therefore whenever I asked for genuine help after that entire fiasco, I was mocked, abused and discarded, so I might have just a teensy bit of severe anger to her/it/them.

However, I was also accused of being Pae (despite being on the other side of the freaking world), and despite being completely abused and taken advantage of to the point is sent me psychotic and mentally ill for the next 10 years (and I am STILL in intensive therapy for it, as well as having to take medication).

That above, I cannot fault for, because I was sucked into their lies and manipulation so bad that it must have seemed like I was a part of their b.s.

But even after I tried my hardest to say that I was "me", with photos, videos and even trying to get my own parents to say "hello" I was still bullied, ostracized and rejected.

And somedays, yes...it can still be a sore spot.

Sorry. Didn't mean for this edit to be so....ugh. I'm still working through the pain.

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