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Nobody believes or understands me usually when I say that it's "bad timing"

I Dont feel well today
Feel terribly anxious and panicky
And like I need to die
And like I'm making horrible mistakes

I have a cat due Christmas
As well my my mom potentially going to jail
I need to wait till February/March because then things will be easier on people with me gone
Where as now would be for worse


Hut it's so incredibly hard to not. Theres nothing I want more right now.
If I feel I cant wait I will kill myself regardless of how selfish it is but I'm trying not to do that cause I actually care about my animals.

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dont you think you cry wolf a little too much on all this i gotta die now crap and all my animals... youre animals will eat your face...

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Thanks for the encouragement.

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Your comment makes me angry and gives me the urge to prove you wrong

No wonder this site is dying. People like you.

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Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. It’s definitely not something anyone should take lightly.

You have all of these reasons for living - your family, your pets... but what about you? Are you, yourself in all of your uniqueness, not a good reason to live?

What about all of the things you could offer the world? Every time you give helpful advice, every smile, kind word, thoughtful gesture... all of that is so important and you probably don’t even realize what a huge impact those small things make but they do.

When it’s dark, and you’re lost, try to be the light. Seek the good and I promise you will find it.

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sorry jebus zeus was an ahole, but thats nothing new and most of us already know better than to take him seriously.. (sorry butthead @Jebus-Zeus)

i dont really like touching base about my problems unless i feel like i have no other choice. but for anything real serious i think this site would be the last place i would go for "professional" help. Sure sometimes seems its nice to have multiple opinions of different people on their thoughts about whatever the original post is about.

in your case, it really sounds like maybe you should try the hotline.

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There are many here that care about you Nevermind. Too many I suppose. But what we tell you does not matter. We could yell and scream until we are blue in the face but it can't drown out the voices you listen to. So let me just say this one last time. You have the right to decide whetber you live or die, not us. We want you here with us, bandages and all. You are needed here.
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Your animals need you, sure. But mostly the reason to live is that the world would be just a little bit less without your unique spark.

Everyone goes through hard times. You just have to push on through.

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Life is a gift not to be discarded.

No one is disposable or redundant.

We must never let ourselves be judged by the standards of this world.

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But Jebus is right. Why would anyone want to throw beloved animals into a situation they likely would not survive?

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